Chapter 12

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I'd just like to let you know that I cried while writing this chapter :'( The song really made me sad. Be sure to play while your listening. :'( I apoligize if you shed a tear.

Harry sat staring at Sarah as she slept quietly. James and Adam were playing on Harry's phone and Emily and Darcy were whispering to each other. Louis texted him and said they'd be there in an hour.

Harry walked over and sat on the edge of the bed and took Sarah's hand in his. Her eyes fluttered open and He reached up to brush some hair from her face.

"The kids are here." He smiled down at her.

He watched her struggle to sit up, then reached for her and pulled her into his lap. He leaned agaisnt the backboard of the bed and put an arm around her shoulders to support her. She had lost a lot of weight and was very light.

Emily, Darcy, James, and Adam all walked over to the bed. She wrapped an arm around Harrys waist and hugged her children with the other one.

"How are you mom?" Emily looked sadly at her sick mother.

"I'm okay." She lied. In reality she felt awful.

"Mom?"

"Yeah?" Her voice was weak.

"Please don't leave us." She noticed a tear run down Emily's face.

Harry tensed and his grip tightened. She couldn't lie to her own daughter about something as serious as death, so she didn't say anything.

"Can you all go outside for a minute?" Harry nodded towards the door and the kids left.

"Are you really suffering?" Harry couldn't bear to look at her so he didn't.

She sniffed and nodded. "Sometimes I feel like my whole body is on fire, and other times I feel like throwing up and I always have a dull pain somewhere in my body." She leaned her head on his shoulder.

He looked at her and kissed her. Right when he was about to slip his tounge into her mouth she started coughing and she had to pull away.

He sighed and readugsted her so that he was more comfortable.

"What do you want to do."

"It wouldn't be fair to you and the kids." She put her other arm around him and he rubbed her back with his hand.

"I don't want you to suffer because of me or the kids."

"I'm scared Harry." She cried into his chest.

"Shhh." He ran a hand through her hair. and grabbed her chin making her look up at him.

"Don't be scared." A tear ran down his cheek.

"I'm sorry." She stretched up to kiss him lightly.

"It's going to be okay." He kissed her forehead.

"Will you stay with me?"

"I'm not going anywhere." He leaned his forehead agaisnt hers.

"How did you know you were-" He gulped. "dying."

"I don't know how to explain it. You just know. " Her voice was barely above a whisper and she was feeling weaker by the second.

She could feel her heart slowing down and she stopped fighting it like she had done for the past year and a half..

"Harry kissed her forehead again and with her last breath she whispered. "I love you."

She felt the pain slowly stop and a small smile appeared on her lips, as her body went limp in Harry's arms. The hand she was using to hold Harry's so tightly before was now limp as well. Harry squeezed her hand and whispered back.

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