Goddess of Madness (Completed)

Voice

Time went by so fast, we didn't noticed that it's already a year and a half. I got my 4 tattoos on (on both legs, and arms) for my legs, I opted owls and for my arms are roses that circled my arms to hands with it's vines of thorns. Unexpectedly, Aph ask me to accompany her today to have an appointment with my tattoo artist.

I saw how she grasp on the couch as the artist draw on her ribcage. Ni hindi sya umiyak o sumigaw sa unang tattoo nya. Our cry baby was long gone.

I heard my ringtone so I went outside.

"Fvck! Athena ang kapatid ko !"
Nanlaki ang mata ko ng marinig ko ang boses na iyon.

"Syrus? Si Siyera nasan !" Gusto kong magmura sa lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko.  Isang buwan akong walang balita sa kanila simula ng ilayo ni Syrus ang kapatid nya. Siyera became possessive to me. Walong buwan ang nakakaraan ng pinayagan si Siyera ni Otousan na makita ako. Alam namin na may problema sya sa pag iisip. She has an obsessive disorder. Until one day lahat ng lumalapit sakin maging ang mga kuya kong kambal pinagseselosan na nya. Aph never met her because she has a tendency to hurt people. Nakakulong lang sya sa isang kuwarto sa probinsya. I can visit her. Pero nitong nakaraang isang buwan mas inilayo na sya ng pamilya nito dahil lumalala ang kalagayan nya.

"Putang ina hindi ko alam tumakas!" Nangingig ang boses ni Syrus.

"Gago ka Sy, Tight spot ako ngayon nasa misyon ako. Putang ina ka baka magpunta dito iyon anong gagawin ko tangina bakit nakatakas." Napasabunot ako ng itim kong buhok. Humahaba na ito at hindi ko na pinakulayan ng kung anong kulay. Gumagamit rin kami ng contact lense ni Aph para makablend sa tao.

"Mikasa! Hayaku!" (Mikasa Bilis)
Tawag sa akin ni Fuji ang partner ko. Tinitktikan namin ang galamay ni Donya Armani. Hinahanap parin nila si Siyera. I can't let them see her especially she's not on her right mind.

"Putang ina talaga Syrus. Nandito kami sa kuta ng kalaban. Hanapin mo!" Nakarinig ako ng sunod sunod na mura. Pinilit kong pakalmahin ang sarili ko. She wouldn't think twice. She love to surprise me. Fucking surprises if she comes here. I know she can find out where am I. Stalking. Not only that, she's hacking our goddamn system!

"Mikasa come on! We better hurry up and finish this." Fuji said.

"Chikushō" (Damn it) Rinig kong mura sa kabilang linya.

"Yah, Fuji let's finish them off quickly!"

And so the fierce massacre has begun. It's not new to me. Killing. My motto ? To kill or be killed. What's bothering me is when Aph had a fucking mission and killed those spy. I couldn't believe it, I've seen it with my own eyes. Her face void of emotions. It made my skin crawl as the blood splattered everywhere and she just said "where done here". This went on for a year. Our enemies are surely crawling on our turf. As of today, two Mafias are surely after me.I need to protect Siyera that clumsy girl.

"Let's go back, were done here." I said as I walk away from the small house deep in the woods where the rats found shelter.

I  was tackled by a woman when I came out through the clearing.

"You fucking scared the shit out of me Siyera!" I was throwing profanities as I balanced myself with her weight. Muntik na akong matumba. This skinny little chick is really making me lost it.

"Namimiss na kita Thens koooo!" She wailed  like a child. Huminga ako ng malalim to calm myself.

"Why are you here  tsk, come on delikado dito." I looked back to find Fuji, he's nowhere behind me.

"Tangina, Fuji!" I shouted. These past year, mas lalo lang naging mainitin ang ulo ko. Mas lalong lumal ang pagka bwisit ko ng hindi lang sya ang lumabas. Taena! nalintikan na , may mga kalaban pa pala.

They were about 15 and armed. The man in the middle, threw Fuji's body on the ground.

"We just need the girl, Hibara." He pointed to Siyera. Hinila ko siya sa likod ko. I know she can fight but with her state of mind right now, she's trembling.

"Putang ina Siyera, wag kang aalis diyan." Pasimple kong pinindot ang SOS button sa may tenga ko. I just have to hold them off before the back up arrive. Were on a tight position.

"No, I'm scared!" I snickered, I'm nervous too. I'm injured. It's not fucking simple to deal with 50 members inside the cabin and now, here comes this 15 muscled man that are armed. Hindi ko alam kung dito na ba ang magiging libingan namin.

" When I say run, run to the forest and don't stop, don't look back okay." Bulong ko sa kanya. She nodded like a child. Mas makakalaban ako ng maasyos kng walang pinoprotektahan.

"Run!" I started firing all I've got. Mabuti nalang at malapit kami sa mga puno. Nagamit ko itong cover. 15 guns, I don't know how the hell did I dodge it. Siyera is my little secret. Ang alam lang ni Aph ay ex ko sya, my other cousins didn't know about her. They don't know that I've been protecting her. She's really important to me. I don't know if I love her. I don't do love. I just know that I should protect her.

Isa-isa, napatumba ko sila until there were only 5 left. Nagsimula na akong hanapin si Siyera. I called Syrus.

"Syrus, tangna mo, tulungan mo ako dito!" Bumaril sila sa direksyon ko. kung hindi ako nakayuko, butas ang ulo ko panigurado.

"Pumunta talaga sya diyan ? Shit, papunta na ko." I heard the engine started. Napahawak ako sa braso kong may tama, I can't use the other gun. I just hope that Siyera will go far away from here as possible. My knees are trembling. I lost so many blood. Naramdaman ko nalang na may sumabunot sakin at hinigit ako patingala. Ang sakit sa anit.

"Where is she ?" Sabi ng kalbo sa harap ko. Natawa nalang ako sa naiisip ko.

"Wala. Ewan ko." Nginisihan ko siya  kahit sobrang sakit ng anit ko. My scream echo in the forest. He just freaking punched me. Ang sakit. I can feel the hot liquid flowing from my nose. He pointed the lips of the gun on my head.

"We don't need you. Madam only told us to bring the girl alive. You gave us  a hard time huh." That time, I'm numb. I can't feel a thing. I can't feel my injuries nor his hands that were pulling my hair. I then closed my eyes, suddenly out of nowhere heard a voice.

"Nooo!"  It was loud, but for me it was faint as I drift off to a deep slumber.