Gang Leader's Kid (#1) ✔

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Kihanna's P.O.V

Sleep was impossible for me last night and it was Kaden who was keeping me up for once and neither was it Tristan. It was William's eyes that just couldn't get out of my brain, it haunted me every time I closed my eyes and therefore it made me get no sleep. I stayed in Kaden's room all night with him on my chest as he slept with no worries in the world making me pity him for all the crap that he's going to face when he's older.

When I got up from the rocking chair in the morning, I found that I had a pretty sore back and my eyes burned from the light that was hitting me directly into my eyes since I spent last night looking out at the window. I decided that I needed something to wake me up and coffee was still a big no for me because it made me think that the caffeine would go into my milk. This morning, I would have to cook breakfast and have a hot shower, I knew that would wake me up because who doesn't like the smell of food in the morning? Okay maybe people with hangovers.

Last night made think about what I should do about the whole William thing. Telling Tristan was also a no so I decided that me and my so called mom need to talk about how much she really knows him and if she decides to put up a fight, then so be it. There was no doubt in my mind that he was the one that attacked me, my brain doesn't forget something like that so easily. However, a part of me was wondering what she would say about it and I was both afraid and I don't think I would be surprised if she said she knew already.

'You going out today?' Tristan said. Looking back at him while half my body faced him too, I saw him near the doorway tugging his shirt down with his hair wet so I'm guessing he had a shower. Kaden babbled next to me in his bouncy chair thing, the circle ones where a new born could go into and it was safe (sorry, don't know what it's called and it's not bouncy but it sits on the floor). I was washing up dishes to keep my mind busy for what I was going to say to my mother.

'Yeah. You don't mind taking care of Kaden do you? I'll be back soon.' When I didn't hear him say anything, I turned fully to look at him and saw a look of shock on his face so I questioned him. 'You okay?' He seemed to get out of the state of shock and answer me.

'I'm fine, just...where are you going?' I laughed to myself and turned back around to dry some of the plates and put down the cloth. 'Just need to meet with my mom, you know the whole wedding thing.' It wasn't a total lie, I mean I was going to go meet with her but it wasn't going to be about wedding plans.

'You sure it's okay? I can stay and take care of him if you're but-'

He cut me off abruptly and said, 'No, it's fine. I just thought of something else and I didn't think you'd go meet your mom because of things that happened last night, but it's fine don't worry about it.' I smiled weakly at him before turning to Kaden and picking him up from his high chair. Kaden's been really getting rough, he's been pulling my hair and my face but most of the time he's quiet not at night though.

'I'm going to leave you with daddy for a couple hours.' I whispered to Kaden and handing him over to Tristan which Kaden really loved. Maybe it was because he was in me for a long time that he wants to get to know his daddy more but it still made me a little jealous that he chose his dad over me. Tristan smiled to Kaden and tickled his stomach a little before looking up at me again, and let me tell you having a gang leader that looked tough and had tattoos all over his arms while holding a baby was the cutest thing ever to watch.

'What time will you be back?' I shrugged my shoulders as I leaned down to kiss my cute baby boy. 'I don't know maybe sometime around four.' He nodded his head and looked as if he wanted to say or do something else but I just turned and went to where my coat was. It was now or never I guess.

Sighing, I got out of my car door and looked up at the house where all the nightmares began and ended the day I got out of this hell hole with Miles. That was one of the best days' of my life, leaving my mother here and forgetting about her but she found me again and after last night, I was here again to have a nice conversation with her to get it through her head that William is a psycho and he shouldn't be marrying her or vice versa.