Gang Leader's Kid (#1) ✔

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Planning to get drunk was on my mind. Right now, the only thing that kept circling my mind was the three words that came out of Kihanna's mouth. It wasn't the time to be falling in love because falling in love only caused more feelings and problems, that was the last thing I needed right now and so did Kihanna. All I wanted to do was forget that she had said that to me, just for a couple hours I wanted to forget about the baby, Kihanna and the word love. Drinking was the only thing I could do right now and even though there wasn't anyone that would help me get home, I was still going to drink.

The bar I came to wasn't far from home but it also wasn't where most people would usually see me drinking. It would normally be at a club or at someone house party which my gang were "welcomed" to, yes that was a lie because the gang and I would crash someone's party, someone who thought that they were stronger than my gang and try take us down but they would always be looking up at us from the pits of hell while we were drinking their booze.

I didn't want to be with anyone for the moment, Blake would usually be the one person I would drink with but now, and being alone seemed like a good idea because that way, I wouldn't have to talk.

Twirling the ice cold beer in my hand, I brought it up to my lips before taking a big gulp and enjoying the aftertaste of the strong alcohol. It wasn't enough though, I wanted more but since I hadn't drank in a couple months because I found out about Kihanna, I thought it was a good thing to take it slow rather than take a huge load in me and drink.

Dread was slowly starting to fill me, something that I hated about the first couple gulps of alcohol; they make you feel depressed and not on the high tops of the world. I needed the stronger ones now. Signalling over the bar tender, he nodded and got my drink ready.

'What's a pretty boy like you doing here all by yourself?' I turned my head to see the voice that had spoken to me but instead of looking them straight in their eyes, I started from their expensive heels to their long legs to the hem of the tight fit dress then moving my eyes slowly but coldly up the body where there was a tight slim waist then big boobs and then surprise filled me as well as disgust. Fuck no. I groaned and put my head in my hand as the girl next to me laughed in pure amusement as she saw my expression.

'Shut the fuck up, Layla.' I hissed at her. 'No can do, pretty boy.' She got leaped on the seat next to me and waved for the bartender to get her a drink. I forgot this was her number one bar that she had always gone to no matter and the thing that annoyed me most was that she had to be here today. Once her drink came, she looked towards me but I ignored her and continued to drink my ice cold bourbon that was sat in front of me; next would be vodka then who knows what else.

'Why are you here and not with baby mama?' I looked at her from the corner of my eyes and glared at her, planning to get drunk was on my mind. Right now, the only thing that kept circling my mind was the three words that came out of Kihanna's mouth. It wasn't the time to be falling in love because falling in love only caused more feelings and problems, that was the last thing I needed right now and so did Kihanna.

All I wanted to do was forget that she had said that to me, just for a couple hours I wanted to forget about the baby, Kihanna and the word love. Drinking was the only thing I could do right now and even though there wasn't anyone that would help me get home, I was still going to drink.

The bar I came to wasn't far from home but it also wasn't where most people would usually see me drinking. It would normally be at a club or at someone house party which my gang were "welcomed" to, yes that was a lie because the gang and I would crash someone's party, someone who thought that they were stronger than my gang and try take us down but they would always be looking up at us from the pits of hell while we were drinking their booze.