really? • taennie

chaeng and chim: once

SPECIAL CHAPTER

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When people ask me why I hate Park Jimin, the answer would always be Why not?

For starters, most of his fans hate me because we're being pitted against each other as nation's main vocal. First of all, I am not aspiring for that prestigious title. I still have a lot to do for my vocals, most especially my career as a singer.

Second, it takes common sense to be annoyed with someone who did nothing but pester me since we first met personally. I get it, he's Kim Taehyung's best friend. One is naturally going to defend your soulmate from people doubting his intentions. I made it clear that it will probably take time before I can genuinely like him for Jennie unnie. And honestly, my blood started to boil for Kim Taehyung because of Jimin. I liked him at first. Now I can't wait for him to rot in hell.

Since then, he defended Taehyung then shifted to being this asshat of a flirt. How the hell can he get in my nerves with all the Taehyung talk and attempt to flirt?! He even gave me a nickname: Park Chaeng. And, it became his daily routine to text me. WHERE THE HELL DID HE GET MY NUMBER?!

I get that I am also shipped to him, and I have a lot of boys shipped to me (which I don't get), but Park Jimin is that one ass of a mochi that would kill me. I never wanted to be associated with him. That annoying crumble. Ugh. I still can't believe I am actually replying to him at times.

I am not saying I'm comfortable with this daily messages of his, but I am kind of used to it. Maybe I just don't want to see him personally. Since Taehyung hurt my girl, I never wanted to be associated with a Bangtan anymore. Not even Jeon Jungkook even though he's friendly as hell.

I will never give in to that idiot. Never.

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Park Chaeng associated me with avocado. I thought it was a nickname; in an hour it turns out it's because she loathes me.

Here's a confession: I lost my shit the first time I met her. I know that Friday was meant for Jennie and Taehyung's first meeting, but boy Park Chaeng was something else. She's the prettiest girl I have met. Of course, not to degrade the other girls there, but that's just it. I like her the first time I saw her personally.

I mean, I've seen her for numerous times through award and music shows, but finally, literally, watching her so close, with that big smile on her face while watching Taehyung and Jennie talk or seeing the food placed on the table, she was mesmerizing. My mind went blank. The next thing I knew, I blabbered pretty much defending Taehyung a lot just to get to talk to her directly.

I did not have to tell the boys that I liked her, they just knew. Lisa even told me through DM that I was so obvious. I didn't know what to do! From the Taennie experience it was sweet and successful but this time I literally had a bad start because of my absent mind and her cheeky smile. Can you blame me?

Yeah because I can blame me. I did not know how to fix my situation and redeem myself to her, but what I did was much worse: I resorted to teasing her. And I made it daily. It became a habit, and I can only jolt when she replies back because I literally don't know what to do when she responds.

But I am happy as time went by. I thought she would block me, but I guess she's having the time of her life when she starts giving clapbacks that make me laugh. I can imagine her saying that to me with her round eyes and clashing eyebrows.

And she doesn't have to know that.

So since we started talking I can never get the right timing to actually ask her out. And as time went by I did not know I was getting deep and I feel even more scared of doing it and possibly getting a rejection. I didn't want us to stop after she declines and maybe finds me creepy. But I did not want to lose the chance to actually give us a shot. And of course I just hate myself even more when our friends continue with that running joke. Did you ask her out already? He didn't have to. She rejected him already.

Yes. She kind of rejected me already. She did say she wouldn't take a Bangtan ever again after Taehyung did with Jen. It's one of the biggest factors why I'm so afraid of asking her out because I might actually get a real rejection.

But after Kook admitted into dating Lisa, I mustered my courage to finally end those jokes. I asked her out.

It was a hard no.

At first.

It took persuasion for a week, asking her why she hates me (though at some point, I know).

And research, actually.

She finally said yes. Just for one date. But it's still a yes, isn't it?

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Miss Park Chaeng
+82 XXX XXXX XXX

chimin
Good morning, Miss Park Chaeng!

Miss Park Chaeng
My morning would have been better without this whole going out thing. I should've been SLEEPING.

chimin
I'm sorry but no backsies
You have agreed to this :)

Miss Park Chaeng
Yeah. Because you got me at "just this once and I'll stop being annoying to you" 🤷🏻‍♀️
And Disney. You said you'll take me to a Disney date. What should I do? Say no?

chimin
Of course you have to say yes :)

Miss Park Chaeng
Okay, you type differently today... Is that the Boyfriend Jimin act coming out?

chimin
So you are curious about that
😏

Miss Park Chaeng
First of all, stop.

chimin
haha

Miss Park Chaeng
Second, it's so obvious. You never type your words completely and you're using 90's emojis I mean what the hell

chimin
Okay fine
I'm going to stop annoying you right now because I'm afraid of losing the date
So I'll just see you later :)
Can't wait, miss

Miss Park Chaeng
Again, weird.