*LIKE A MOTH DRAWN TO FLAME*
((flashback))
Shots of gun ranged on my ears as I dashed upstairs and burst in my room and hid beneath the bed trembling with fear. I could hear the laugh and footsteps approaching my room as I sank deeper under my bed h...
i faced asher, my face masked with utter terror.."is everything alright?" he asked calmly. i knew i needed to confront him. "what happened why did you return?" asher paced the room " its just i forgot the file".."whats wrong nur..you seemed troubled".i nervously bit my lips..now or never! i sat on the bed and motioned him to follow...i stare dead straight in his eyes"asher...now that were starting to establish a relationship..i wanted to know about your past more."
he clenched his jaw and held my wrist tightly.."what did ahad tell you?" he said through gritted teeth. panic gripped and and tried freeing my wrist but he held tighter. i shook my head "nothing asher!" "i told you nur i wont tolerate lies..now tell me what that bastard has been feeding you" "asher stop you are the one lying here..the one who is the wolf in disguise" i shouted at his face.
before i could process anything asher slapped me hard on the face and i violently fell on the floor. i stared at him dumbfound he got up, dragged me with him and pinned me to the wall...tears streamed down my face..." dont you see nur...yes i am a fucking wolf...i kill people..murder them brutally...things you cannot even imagine" he seethed.."ahad was right..i should've ran when i had the chance" i mumbled. "that bastard...well the bad news my habibata is that i will never let you go now..you are mine now" my body trembled.
.I took the picture out of my pocket and shoved it in his face "what about this??" he staggered back and stared at it horrifyingly...soon he teared the picture in shreds and smirked at me he walked to towards me with a threatening aura i moved backwards until the wall hit my back..his eyes got a shade darker and..he was soon transformed into a wolf
"w..what are you doing asher" i asked my voice edged with fear.."you called me a wolf...i'll show you how bad this wolf can be". I feel the muscles of my chin tremble like a small child and I look toward the window, as if the light could soothe me. There is static in my head once more, the side effect of this constant fear.
he dragged me by my hair and chained me to the bed i thrashed and screamed and cried but pleas were ignored..he then climbed on top of me and teared off the dress.
"asher..please dont...noo" i wailed. i tried to push him away but he didn't budge..he roughly kissed on my lips and i struggled...his every touch made my body shiver...he sucked hard on my neck and my stomach leaving wet stains.."ant jamilat jiddaan ya habybty(you are soo beautiful my love) he whispered in my ear..his words seemed like venom to me .soon he ripped off my bra and held my breast tightly and started sucking on them...my protest were of no use..he then yanked off my panties and gave me no time to recover he entered my ferociously..i screamed and he held my mouth and kept thrusting quickly.. after a while he stopped and something warm was releases inside me...my body shook uncontrollably...ashers eyes seemed to soften for a split second to see my condition..he put the blanket on me..and then simply walked towards the bathroom...leaving me alone and cold...i've never been more disgusted in my life.
i felt so humiliated and scared..My eyes drip with tears. My walls, the walls that hold me up, make me strong just... collapse. Moment by moment, they fall. Salty drops fall from my chin, drenching the blanket. Perhaps these tears will help wash the pain, the betrayal out. I'm trembling. I can't-can't stop.my body was shaking uncontrollably, it trembles. It's raw, everything, raw tears, raw emotions. I can't stop... I can't stop. Why can I not stop crying? i sobbed until the darkness consumed me.
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ASHERS POV
i splashed cold water on my face as the realization of my acts consumed me what have i done? not wanting to think more i turned on the shower and took a cold bath...i did what i did to Amal..but what did she do betrayed your trust and turned you into a monster..my subconscious mind interjected. i promised to stay away from nur..never to harm her...but shes so celestial and the attraction i feel towards her is undeniable.i still freshly remember the day i married Amal...
she looked so divine and angelic in her simple white gown and her eyes sparkled like thousand clustered stars...it was her eyes that held me captive and intricate.the way she mumbled "ana uqbiluk kuzuji(i accept you as my husband) when the imam asked her made make heart fly to seventh sky...ahad who was going to Venice tomorrow to pursue law...my best friend then congratulated me he was so happy..we all were happy until..soon after a short span of our marriage Amal got pregnant...i was over whelmed with joy when she presented the news to me...but after when it was confirmed it wasn't mine but of her ex lover the darkness took over me..i felt betrayed and deceived..i became the ruthless mafia..i killed her ex lover who was the son of our rival of mafia kingdom..i forced amal to get the abortion but she wouldn't accept it..i did things i still regret to her..soon i filed the divorce and threw her out of my house..after a month her severed body was discovered...as the news stated the rival mafias godfather waited till the baby was born and killed Amal..when i saw her body that day i puked. it was all my fault...the followed weeks i cried blamed myself. when ahad came back he was horrified at the news and we had a big fight that resulted me with the scar on my face..i was then taken to a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with personality disorder..the wolf that resides in my body could take control anytime...it was so severe before that i was admitted to a asylum for my treatment but after a year recovery i was better and was released..but i still had sleepless nights and nightmares that always end up with a girl with dimples cheeks and long brown hair...Nur...and in the while i made the deal with anwar.. i was shocked when i saw her in grandfathers office that day and tried to deny everything about her until she herself discovered it...i told the truth about her and those moments were best with her and in no time i was strongly attracted to her....
recently when she showed me the Amals picture my brain got in utter chaos and the wolf resurfaced again completely taking over my mind and the body didn't response me anymore.
i turned off the shower and took deep breaths..i took out my pills from the rack and swallowed them..i took the towel and tied it around my waist..nur was asleep when i came out..i sighed and went towards her..her tears were dried and and her face was bruised..i was suddenly in fury i got up and dressed quickly and went out of the house.
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AHADS POV
later in the evening
Nur was in the kitchen when i entered to grab bottle of water.she stood behind the counter and was chopping the vegetables perhaps for the dinner..he face looked pale and purple i was immediately concerned...'nur..are you okay?" i asked.i came near her and grabbed her forearm and inspected her...i looked at her bruises in horror."did asher do this?" i asked through gritted teeth.she went limp and and started sobbing hysterically. i started burning with rage..im gonna kill him now how dare he touch her like that! i gently placed a kiss on her forehead and hugged her.i then took her to the nearest sofa and quickly called the doctor.
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