ASHER POV
Though my eyes are open I can't think of why; my heart is pounding, mind empty. It's as if a hypodermic of adrenaline has been emptied into my carotid. I strain into the utter darkness, breathing rate beginning to steady. soon a migraine took over, i groaned and rolled out of my bed.
i headed towards my kitchen and heard the door bell ring. argh! i felt angry and irritated by the slightest thing "who is it!" i yelled. the doorbell rang again. wth! i stride towards the door and without warning swing it open. "WHAT!" i was taken back when i saw who it was.
"hi" nur timidly said with an anxious smile . i smiled back and told her to come in but she just stood there blushing. " hey are you okay?" she looked down at me shyly.
"your half naked asher"
the realization stuck me.. i was wearing nothing but a boxer...worse..with a big fucking buldge.
" fuck"
"please come in give me a minute" i said and went quickly towards my room. fuck my morning boner !
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i came back dressed in sweats and black tank top showing my built muscles.
"hadha amr muhraj jiddaan (this is so embarrassing) im sorry" i said a little flustered while heading towards the kitchen. i saw nur looking for something.
"would you like a coffee?" she asked nervously.
"uh so youre here to make me coffee?"
she smiled again in response and shook her head. wallahi! watching her smile at me again feels so good!
"im leaving asher.." "i..its i really thought about us asher and..i dont know theres..this voice just tells me im making a big mistake again."
i looked at her confusingly.. "what do you mean?" anger started to resurface again as my head pounded. i tried to mask it with a small smile. "Habibti, im trying so hard and i promise if you give me a chance, i'll prove anything you say..nur i just want you i'll give you everythinh you want" i moved closer to her and cupped her face and stared in her eyes. "i want nothing nur i just want your love..baby i love give me-"
"asher..please stop" she said and cut me off
"i need you to give me more time...to think please" her eyes were teary now.
"i love you nur..i want you...uriduk fahasb" i whispered
i could feel her shudder as she moved back. "give me some time please asher" she asked desperately.
i sighed and turned away. "leave"
"ash-'
"LEAVE!"
i heard her breath heavily and after few moments the door shut.
i took a deep breath, trying to steady myself but it was of no use..i kept pacing taking deep breaths..i couldn't hold it i roared heinously and smashed the tv screen with my bare knuckles. my hands bloody my emotions distorted. I heard my phone ringing
Antonio..
"spit it"
"b..boss...they know...nur and dom...they're leaving-"
Anger, pain, sadness - so intertwined that perhaps their names aught to be tweaked to reflect the true origins of those emotions. i shattered my phone and got up i recomposed myself and called my right hand man.
YOURE FUCKING MINE NUR!
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