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Chapter 50

~a month later~
Justins POV:
"Oh my god, this month is the wedding." Alyssa said excitingly, but i could tell also she was worried or nervous. The media literally and honestly made a countdown on tv, twitter, instagram and in flipping time square. Its insane.
"Dont worry baby." I said while hugging her from behind. "This month is going to be the best one yet."
"What if that 'someone' ruins it?" She asked.
"Who? Selena? Chaz? No, impossible. Selenas with Ryan now, and chaz is in jail." I said to her.
"No, i mean the boss." She said. My stomach suddenly dropped. "And since Ryan is your best man, so dont you assume hes bringing Slutlena?" After She said that, her words stuck in my head. I dont know what to say other than anything that could make her feel safe about this. Nothing will happen. Right?
"Hey, no one will try anything, it'll all be okay." I said and kissed the top of her head.
"Okay, but we're not asking for objections during the ceremony." She made very clear.
"Agreed." I chuckled. "Hey do you wanna go shopping?" I asked. "Caleb need an outfit for the wedding." I said.
"Okay yeah! But let me call Kylie." She said.
"Okay, why?" I asked.
"Because i found a really cute tuxe from the Kardashian Kollection and i want caleb to try it on." She said while getting her phone out.
"Okay babe." i chuckled and plopped on the couch. I turned on tv and turned it onto TMZ. They just happen to be talking about our wedding. But who isnt? Well thats a trick question. Everyone is. And we told TMZ We're not inviting press or anyone. We made an agreement with them to not bother us at all. We said we'd go out so they could take picture and then they leave immedietly. I swear if they break the agreement im filing a restraining order. I just want this wedding, this next step in our lives to go perfect. I dont have a picture in my head of how its gonna look or be like, im just gonna let it happen as we hope it does. Smoothly, beautifully, and perfectly.
"Alyssa! Justin! Come on! We have to go over the wedding details to make sure everything you want." Antoinette said. We both walked into the kitchen.
"Okay, so we need to get a partener for kylie." Antoinette said.
"Well who are all the parteners?" Alyssa asked.
"ryan and Jessica,
Ariana and alfredo,
Jasmine and Jaxon,
And dan and-- oh, well i guess we have an opening. Kylie you'll be with dan." Antoinette said.
"Yusssssss." Kylies said and danced around weirdly to move herself next to dan. I laughed and everyone else did too.

"Hey Justin, come here for a minute.." Alyssa said and pulled me aside from everyone.

"Do you think we should ask kim amd kanye if North would want to be another flower girl with Jazzy?" Alyssa asked.

"Of course, we love north. shes so cute it just makes me want my own little one.." I said kinda drifting off my words through the sentance.

"You have Caleb." Alyssa said sternly.
"Well. Maybe i want one i can raise from the day they're born. Not one i have to tell i love through pictures on the internet tmz posted." I said and slowly walked away. I just want a little kid. Boy or girl. Just one i can love and raise. A small piece of my heart shattered as she said thoes words. "I just--. I want another one." I whispered to myself. I walked into calebs room and picked a picture up of Alyssa and Caleb from when Caleb was a baby. I smiled at the picture and laid down on his bed. i looked up at the ceiling to see glow in the dark stars in glowing brightly. Just like calebs smile. A tear fell from my eye. Im committed to my relationship but i just want another kid. And no one understands that more than I do. "Knock knock." Someone said.
I looked over to the door as it opened. I saw a spark of Blue hair. It was Kylie. "Justin, are you okay?" She asked me.

"Yeah." I said.

"I know you're crying. Im a girl. And kim is my sister. I know when people are crying." She said. I laughed at that a little. "Alyssa told me why you're upset. And i know why she said no to another baby." Kylie said.

"Yeah well can someone tell me f****** why because everyone seems to know but me." I said.

"Shes scared." Kylie said while sitting down next to me and rubbing my back to make me feel better.

"Why." I asked softly.

"Because shes scared shes gonna have to raise it by herself again." She said.

"Tell her to just remember, shes the one who ran away from me.

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