Justins POV:
"Justin dont be like that.." Kylie said.
"No. I have to be. I just dont know why she doesnt want it! Theres someone else. I know it." I said as tears filled my eyes again.
"THERES NO ONE ELSE JUSTIN. SHE LOVES YOU, AND IF I TOLD YOU WHY SHE DOESNT WANT TOO YOU'll FEEL LIKE AN A** HOLE." She screamed and stormed out of the room. That makes no sense. Im just dropping it. I whiped of my tears and went outside for a few minutes to get some air. Does she love me? I love her. I REALLLYYYYYYY love her. I do. I just love her so much that i --.
"I love you." I heard someone say softly. I looked behind me. Alyssa.
"And am i supposed to believe that." I said while turning back around facing the other way.
"I wouldnt be wearing the engagment ring you gave me if i didnt.." She said. The leaves crunched under her feet as she walked towards me. I leaned over a balcony that led down a hill at the side of the house.
"Then why dont you want to have another kid with me?!" I shouted at her. Her body scrunched up and her face froze.
"You really dont get it, do you?"
"No i flipping dont. So explain it to me." I said while facing her and crossing my arms.
"Justin.. Its not that i dont want to have another baby for you to help raise. For us to continue a family with.... Its that i cant." She said that as a tear fell from her eye.
"No, you dont want too! I want another kid!" I said and kicked the fence.
"then maybe im not the right person to be marrying you! Im sorry i cant give you want you want! Im so sorry i have cists all over my ovaries causing me to not beable to have another child! Im sorry im not the right one for you!" She screamed and ran inside. And in that moment. Not just a piece of my heart broke.. But the whole thing shattered. Just like that. Like a piece of glass i used to beable to see through. Just gone. I fell to the ground in tears. In agony, feeling so stupid for thinking she didnt want to have a kid i could help raise. And now i see it, like i once could see through the now broken piece of glass. She wanted this for me. She wanted to make me happy, more than anything. And i was so selfish. But why would she not tell me? Im determined to find out. I walked inside and upstairs to hear alyssa talking to kylie. I stood at her door and put my ear up too it.
"Does he understand now?" Kylie asked. I heard her sit down.
"I dont know Kylie.." Alyssa said. I could tell her face was flooded with tears. "Is this even right?" She asked softly.
"Is what even right?" Kylie asked back curiously.
"Marrying him. Am i doing the right thing?" I heard her say. It broke my heart and a tear started to fall from my eye.
"Alyssa. I cant answer that question, this is all you. But do you love him?" Kylie resonded.
"I do. I do! I love him more than anything, anyone!" I heard her sob. "I gave him the world, but i cant give him what he really wants!" She screamed in frustration with herself and threw what sounded like her phone towards the wall. She flipped out. Tears fell from my eyes. I pushed open that door and ran over to her. I held her back from throwing anything and we fell back on the bed. "Get off me!" She screamed while trying to break free. Then she laid with me as i continued to hold her as tight as i could. She started sobbing histarically as i played with her hair.
"Shhh, shhh, shhh.. Baby girl, im here.. Its okay. Its okay. You dont have to give me another child.. I get it. And im going to get you help. We're going to get thoes removed. I promise." I said as we rocked back and forth. Kylie sat there not saying anything. Mouthed to me,
"I'll be downstairs." And walked out quietly.
"Im sorry." She apologized.
"Its not your fault baby, its mine. All mine. Im the a**hole that didnt know. Im so sorry baby." I said. I looked across the room at where she threw her phone. Exept, only it wasnt her phone. It was our picture.
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Fiksi PenggemarThis is the sequal to my story "all that matters". it is the second story in my "all that matters series". Alyssa Braun and Justin Bieber have an on and off relationship, with lots of heartbreaks, family problems, drama, but what more drama will co...
