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Chapter 20

Alyssas POV:

"Daddy!" Caleb said while running up to Justin once more. A smiled apeared brightly on his face.

"Come on Caleb.." Uncle scooter said as he walked over to Justin and picked Caleb up.

"But i wanna see daddy!" He pouted and almost started crying.

"Hey buddy, if you go in the other room for a minute, i'll come see you when im done talking to mommy." Justin suddenly said. Im actually suprised he talked to Caleb or even wants to see him. Or me! Nonetheless talk to me.

"Well, i guess we'll leave you two to talk.." Uncle Scooter said akwardly as he walked out of the room with Caleb in his arms. "Do you wanna go play on the playground in the backyard?" Uncle scooter asked Caleb.

"Yes!" I heard his faint little voice echo off the walls as they walked outside.

"So can we talk?" I asked.

"I guess.." He said while leaning up against the couch.

"Dont worry, its not about our relationship." I said assuring him.

"Reallf? He asked. I could hear the disapointment in his voice.

"Yeah." I said while sitting down next to him on the couch. "So as you already know... We have... A son, Caleb."

"Why wasnt i there for him his whole life? Like a real father?" Justin asked suddenly.

"Justin you know we made the decision that would be best for--" he cut me off.

"But i was in love with you." He started. The word, was, broke me the most. "I wanted you to be okay.. I wanted to be there during the delievery, and im sorry i wasnt. The guy flying the plane wouldnt go any faster. He couldnt. Please believe me, i tried my hardest. But i just didnt make it in time." He said sounding upset with himself.

"Im sorry you missed it, but i forgive you. It was 5 years ago.. But the main reason i wanted to talk to you was to ask you if you could make it to parents day at calebs school tomorrow."

"Why should i go?"

"Because you're all Caleb wants.. He just want one day with his.. Daddy."

"I'm basically not his dad since i wasnt there for him since the day he was born, i dont think i have to go." He said. I feel so bad for Caleb. I want this so bad for him. Maybe even me?

"Can you think about it?" I asked quietly.

"Why dont you ask the other guys you've been messing around with."

"You know what? I shouldnt have even came. You dont even want to be a dad, if you did you wouldnt have left your son earlier and you left him there crying on the floor. Plus he gets picked on at school because you're not there for him, so that doesnt help." I said while getting up off the couch. "Im done here, show up for Caleb if you want it starts at 8am, when school starts.. If you dont come.. Then oh well Caleb is used to getting disapointed, hes been constantly disapointed for 5 years." I sighed. "Heres my number. I got a new one about 3 years ago. So here.." I said while getting up and going into the kitchen to get a pen and paper. I wrote it down. "So here, atleast text me if you're not going to show up so i can make up a story to tell Caleb, so he wont be sad." I said while tossing him the paper. I immediately got up and walked towards the back door Caleb and uncle Scooter were. I opened it and was ready to go through it. But i stopped. "Oh, and if you want to go see Caleb like your 'promised' you would after we were done talking, hes right through this door." I said while stepping aside for him to go through. He did as he promised. He got up, and walked through the door. I shut the door quickly behind him and fell back onto it. "I love you." I whispered as i pulled something out of my shirt. It was the neckless Justin got me the day we made Caleb. It was my heart. It hasnt been opened for years. But do i want it to be? I sighed to myself and got up. I walked outside to find Justin pushing Caleb on the swing. They were both laughing and i dont think that in the 5 years i've had Caleb, i've ever seen him smile like that. I looked at him and smiled at the thought myself. Next think i notice, its getting dark. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and checked the time. It was 7:30. Caleb has to go to bed, he has school tomorrow. So i walked over to them. "You ready to go baby?" I said to Caleb.

"Yes mommy. I'm very tired." He said while yawning.

"Alright baby, come on." I said as i picked him up off the swing and leaving Justin standing there. "Lets say bye to uncle Scooter." I said while taking Caleb over to him. Uncle Scooter was about to hug Caleb but he jumped out of my arms. I gasped because he scared me. "Caleb!" i screamed after him.

"Wait mommy, i'm saying bye to daddy!" He screamed with his little voice as his little legs carried him as fast as they could across the yard.

"Bye daddy!" I heard Caleb say.

"Bye buddy." Justin said while picking him up to give him a hug.

"Will i see you tomorrow at parents day?" Caleb asked adorably.

"I couldnt miss it for the world." Justin replied happily. Wow, he actually came through. I hope he goes through with it though. Then Caleb said something very suprising to Justin.

"I love you." He whispered. Justin was stunned. He couldnt say anything. Almost like he was suprised. He probably was. For not being there so much for someone, and have them love you, must feel amazing. All Caleb did was jump out of Justins arms and into the green grass and ran over to me. We said our goodbyes to everyone and left.

~Home~

"Come on baby." I said as i picked him up and out of his carseat. He fell asleep in the car on our way home. I unlocked the front door and took him inside and upstairs to his room, changed him into his pajamas and laid him in bed. "Do you want me to read you a goodnight story?" I asked him.

"No mommy, im really tired. I'm just going to go sleepy." He said while yawning and rubbing his eyes. I was sort of disapointed. He always wants me to read him a goodnight story.

"Oh okay. I love you, goodnight." I said and gave him a kiss.

"I love you too mommy." He said as he fell asleep.

~15 minutes later~

I walked into Calebs room and found him fast asleep. I smiled slightly. The way Caleb sleeps reminds me of how Justin used to sleep, all carelessly with one foot in the blanket and one foot out, but whenever we sleep together... Justin used to be calm, protective... Caleb is almost calm whenever he sleeps with me on stormy nights. I walked over to him and kissed his forehead. As i was getting up i noticed a piece of paper on his mini drawing table. I decided to go see what it was.

'Deer santi clauz, i now it is erly 4 chrizmaz but can yew bring Daddy 2 me rite noow? I miz him a lot, yew skip me on reel chrizmaz if yew do. Pleese i will luv yew 4evr. Frum Caleb.' The paper said. I first chuckled at all the spelling mistakes he made, but it was good effort. I then sighed. I didnt know he wants a dad that much. Justin made it seem like he doesnt want to be a dad. I walked back to my room and laid down in my bed. I kept on thinking about Caleb. And, Justin.

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Authors note:

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