Mute (Levi Ackerman x Reader)

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I am SO very sorry. It's been like a month. Sorry, life just happens sometimes. I got a three promotions at work. That's been very time consuming as well. So has the AP classes I'm taking.

AND I've been working on three other new books which I don't know when I'm going to publish. But I'm back. I missed you so much.
XOXO

Your POV

Eventually I coping with the breakup was getting easier. The wedding date was getting closer and closer by the day, yet, Levi and I haven't talked since that night. I wonder how he's doing, I wonder if he even misses me, I wondered if I was the only one who cried for him.

Maria placed a hand on my shoulder, I was back to the real the world. I was really far gone.

There were tears rolling down my cheek while I was in a meeting for the orphanage. Everyone was staring at me in concern at why I was crying in the middle of the meeting.

"Excuse me for a second," I stood up and left the room. Maria followed behind me, she closed the door behind her.

She embraced me, "It's okay, it's okay. I hate to say this but you have a meeting in there and Levi is not your priority anymore. You won't listen when I say write to him and knowing Levi's ego is stopping him. It's over, accept it. You have much more important things to tend to."

"Fuck," I whispered. Maria wiped my tears and looked into my eyes.

I pressed my back against the wall and fell to the ground. My hand held onto my scalp, "If I knew loving someone would hurt this bad, I would have never."

"You can do this," she stated. She held her hands out for me.

I nodded, "Yeah..."

Later that day, I was left alone in my room. I laid on my bed, Max was chasing his tail like the lovable idiot he's been since he's gotten to Sina.

I felt an overwhelming feeling of loneliness and guilt. I usually felt lonely in my bed. I wanted to tell my baby to shut up for intensifying my emotions, but he or she might be right. It was one argument about what he thought was the best for our family. How could I be mad for him considering what was best for the baby? Maybe he had a point? Plus I was being an asshole too.

Am I overreacting? Should I apologize? Or is this better for the both of us? He is so far and if he does send letters I'm always so busy. What should I do? Should I even do anything?

I sat up in my bed and put my head in the palms of my hand. A knocked sounded on my door. "Who is it?" I asked.

"It's Maria. It's a letter from Levi." She said.

I rushed over to her and took the letter. I opened the letter and read it.

Dear (F/n),

I'm probably the last person you want to hear from right now, but still I want to hear from you. I don't have much to say.

I said some hurtful things to you, honestly, I don't take it back. But I know how you get when you're mad, so actually listen to Maria, she's always right.

That's pretty much it. Take care, I love you.

Levi