As time passes <CHANLIX>

Luck

Felix

The feeling is back.

The feeling of being alone, cold, vulnerable...

It was slowly eating me alive.

I didn't feel warm or comfortable. All I felt was desolation and emptiness...

The room was dark. I couldn't see a thing, I didn't know where I was either.

But I know who put me here.

Why do I still feel alone when this one person can't leave me alone?

Maybe because it's not love, it's obsession.

"Lixxie~ I'm back.. did you miss me?"

That sickly sweet tone... it's like nails on a chalk board for me. It makes me cringe and I want to be the furthest away from it.

"Hey why are so sad? I bought you your favourite food~"

I look at the figure slowly coming towards me with a tray. I just wish those footsteps would turn the other way.

Why can't he just leave me alone?

"Lixxie I'm trying to be nice, but when you don't answer my questions it makes me go crazy, so don't make me go crazy and answer my fucking question!"

He shouted the last part. I backed away slightly as I jumped at the sudden voice raise. I was so close to snapping, but I knew I was vulnerable. He could do anything to me, he's got me trapped here.

"Crazy? I'm making you go crazy? Changbin you're already crazy.."

I try to keep my voice down as I seethe my words through my teeth at Changbin.

"Awww baby don't say that.. I'm only crazy in love with you. Thank you for talking to me~ so now do you want to eat?"

He was speaking to me like I was some sort of baby. He was undermining me, patronising me. I hated it, but what can I do? Nothing, I can do nothing..

"I'm not hungry... please can you leave me alone."

Changbin looks at me with a glare. He creeps forward and leans towards me.

"Leave you alone? Oh Felix the reason I bought you here was to make sure we're together for a very long time."

He was sick, a proper psycho.

As he did this his hand grazed my cheek. They were cold and bony.. I couldn't do anything. My hands have been bound together for the longest time.

His hand soon traveled to my neck and his hand went behind it, he pulled my head forward and looked into my eyes.

"Lixxie do you remember when we were together and everyday we would laugh and smile. Everyone was envious of our relationship... we were perfect." He leans in closer to my face and I cringe at the fact I can feel his hot breath on my lips. "I remember kissing your plump lips every morning. I wonder if you still use that same chapstick..."

My eyes go wide as I feel Changbin close the gap and his lips are attached to mine.

I tried to pulled and push away as much as I could, but Changbin had my head in place so I couldn't move.

"Look at you in your cat costume. Messy hair, swollen lips, red cheeks. Such a little whore for me, aren't you Felix?"

I felt so violated, Changbin was hungrily kissing me as I just had to sit there and endure the uncomfortableness of the sloppy kiss.

"I guess you don't put your cherry chapstick on anymore, but you still taste lovely, sunshine"

I cough as I take in the oxygen. I also almost throw up at the name sunshine.