As time passes <CHANLIX>

Over

Chan

I look outside and I see Felix, but he wasn't by himself. No, Hyungin was sat right next to him.

I was about to storm out of the kitchen and throw some fists, however the next thing I saw was not what I expected.

Why is Felix laughing and smiling with hyunjin?

My blood was boiling. He doesn't even smile and laugh with me.

I carry on watching the two. I see Felix stop laughing, but I soon see his big brown eyes sparkle with sincerity as he leans towards Hyunjin and... is it a hug or are they kissing?

You know what I've had enough!

If Felix wants to have hyunjjn! He can have him because I'm not going to stop him, I'm not going to keep Felix for myself anymore!

I'm obviously nothing to Felix. I was so stupid to ever think Felix could fall for a guy like me, but I never knew he would see me as someone who isn't better than Hyunjin.

I saved him from that guy and he just goes and kisses him!

I'm trying to keep my cool, but I can't help but feel used or heart broken!

You know what FUCK IT!

"Oh hey Chan~"

This is my chance to forget about Felix.

"Hey Yeji. You look super cute in that costume. I like the sexy school girl look."

She laughs however it wasn't as sweet and innocent as Felix's. Shit why can't I get him out of my head?!

"Thanks Chan.. um I see you haven't got your boyfriend around.."

Her hand gazes my arm and I knew what I was getting myself into.

"I haven't got a boyfriend"

As those words left my mouth they stung, but I needed to say it. I wasn't going to get any if I didn't. Felix will see what he lost.

She looked at me with her eyebrow quirked up and a smirk on her lips.

"Why don't we go somewhere private to talk it's kinda crowded here~"

I look outside once more and I see Felix and Hyunjjn hugging and that just sealed the deal for me.

"Sure why not.."

She led me upstairs and into her bedroom. It was clean and mostly pink and white. I looked childish and annoying just like Yeji, but I can't complain at least I'm getting some tonight.

"Come over here~"

I turn to see Yeji on her bed laying.. seductively? Her arms and legs were sprawled out everywhere and she was biting her lip rather harshly.

"Don't worry I'm coming.."

I sit on the bed and I feel guilt build up inside of me. I guess this is what cheating feels like, but I'm not cheating Felix and I were never together...

It was only in my dreams...

"I'm waiting Channie~~"

Ew.

I just do it Bang Chan or you won't get over him...

I pull Yeji closer to me. I breathe in and close my eyes. I connect our lips. I try to be soft, but I forget I not kissing Felix and I feel Yeji hungrily kiss me.

I forget our being soft and I try to regain my mojo. My Chris Bang mojo. I pull in close and sloppily snog Yeji. I put my hand on the back of her head as she did the same and I feel her tugging my hair.