As time passes <CHANLIX>

How to tell you

Felix

"Lix I don't know how to tell you this... but Jisung and I are moving away..."

...

"Oh thanks fuck finally! Did you guys get the house you wanted?"

Minho and Jisung smiled brightly as I sat with them at the local cafe. I was so happy for them. They've been together for so long and I over joyed that the two of them are finally moving in together.

"It's that big house right next to the golf course. It's so amazing it's like a dream house."

I loved seeing my brother so happy. After I came back and Jisung and him got back together Minho's depression had gotten better and he didn't need a heavy douse of anti depressants everyday. He was so happy.

"You need to send me pictures hehe"

I sipped on my coffee and look outside. It was a cold foggy day in Seoul, but it didn't mean it was a bad one. I spent the whole day with Minho and Jisung and then later I'm going to hang out with the rest of the boys.

I've really missed them, I don't want to go back home when I see them.

"So when do you go back on tour?"

Minho asked sadly as he sipped his coffee.

"Oh I go in 2 days..."

I looked at the two boys in front of me and they both looked saddened by my news.

"Will you come visit again? You know you have to come back. What if me and Minho get married you can't miss that.."

Jisung says and pouts at me. I laugh sadly and hold my best friends hand.

"Of course I'll come back. You can take the boy out of Seoul, but you can't take Seoul out of the boy."

I laugh and Jisung and Minho smile.

"So have you spoken to him whilst you've been here?"

I feel a small prang in my heart as Minho mentions him.

"No... but I still have two days. Does he know I'm here?"

I ask shyly.

"No we haven't told him... you know lix he misses you.."

I knew this and I missed him too. However he was the right guy at the wrong time...

"Minho I've tried to keep in contact with him... but he rarely replies to me anymore.."

I've tried to text him and call him, but nothing works... after we broke up he shut himself off. I never wanted us to end, but he did it would be for the best if we did.

I broke my heart... but I understood where he was coming from.

"Lix it must be hard for him seeing you tour the world, visit places and meet new people whilst he's just on the side lines..."

I get why he would feel like that... seeing me travel the world without him must be awful, it's horrible for me too. Every where o go I always think about him and image of him and I were there holding hands freely without a care in the world.

"I want to see him..." I think about it for a second and suddenly I stand up. "I'm going to see him.. see you guys tonight."

I walk out of the cafe and I hear Jisung and Minho calling my name to calm down. However I was going to see the love of my life and I don't care who sees me or if my career ends as long as I'm with...

Chan.

Because I love him.

Chan

"Hey chan do you want to come out with me and the boys tonight? It's meant to be fun~"