Pulse

All over again

I feel warm. Maybe this is what death feels like. I opened my eyes to see what this new world looks like but I'm alive... someone is holding my hand it doesn't feel like Aphmau or maybe it's been so long.
"Aaron he's awake!" There grip got tighter.
"Mom shhh he may have a headache."
"A headache is an understatement." I replied.
"Aaron hunny," mom seemed so happy I was awake, "Hey"
"Hello mom how was dinner," me trying to change the subject.
"Shhh... it's okay, we found your phone and we called your girlfriend." She loosen her grip.
"M-mom what do you mean I'm single..."
"Are you sure, she seemed really worried when I called her."
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~Rachel POV~
"Answer, Answer."
"Aaron what do you want."
"Hello is this Aphm..au?"
"Yes it is, why is Aaron calling me? I told him we're done."
"First, hi I'm Rachel Lycan, Aaron's Mom, second I'm calling you to let you know Aaron tried to commit sucide."
"W-what..."
"He mentioned you in his letter and said this, Aphmau if you are reading this I'm deeply sorry I love you and I wanted you to be my forever but after we broke up, it made me feel like a worthless piece of trash. I know I'll never find someone like you ever again. I hope you find someone that will love you for you, I didn't cheat you were my first friend and like I've said before I was never going to abandon you. I'm gonna miss you, I love you Aphmau." I hear her start to tear up a little, "He's being rushed to the hospital to be honest I or Derek didn't know he was depressed. Also the EMT told us he may be okay. We don't know everything but here's my number." I send her a text, "I will text or call you when we have word on him." Her silence scared me, "Aphmau?"
"Please let me know if he's okay maybe I'll come visit him."
"I will have a nice day." I hanged up.
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Aaron POV
I don't have anything to say so I just say quiet.
"I called her about an hour ago and she said she will be here in about an hour."
I look around the room. I then look at the IVs in my arm. I feel the tears coming.
"Aaron please calm your eyes. There red again."
"S-sorry" I try and calm them. I lay my head back with pain everywhere. I did more damn damage then the car accident. I learned that I broke my left arm and left shoulder , right wrist, and my left ankle. I'm not paralyzed yet somehow. But Aphmau she... she cares but why. She kicked me out. A knock at the door pulls me out of my thoughts.