The Beauty Of Senses~ Inuyasha X Reader

The Eyes Are Concealed With Lies

Everything seem to resolve all of a sudden, all these feelings that I'm feeling when I'm with Inuyasha... I'm happy when he sounds happy, and I'm sad when he's sad. My heart drops when I figure out my feelings, I'm in love with Inuyasha. I can't help but show a smile after finally realizing my feelings, I feel a light cloud that has been blocking my vision has dispersed and allowed me to see clearly of my own feelings towards Inuyasha now. I feel happy, but then something starts to bother me. I can feel my smile becoming subtle. Somehow it doesn't feel right. Inuyasha has just lost Kagome, and he's in the process of moving on from her. If I told Inuyasha my feelings, it wouldn't feel right, I would be burdening him with another emotional crisis. I feel like I'm in an emotional crisis of my own now, I'll have to keep my feelings hidden deep down in my heart and focus on helping Inuyasha move on from his past, I don't know how long I can hold my feelings in but hopefully I can manage till I leave here when Winter ends. But now that I know my feelings for Inuyasha, how can I try to help myself from moving on?

"Hello? Earth to____________? Did you fall asleep?" Inuyasha's voice echos in my ears.

I then hear the chimes of the bell right after, Inuyasha is ringing it. I blink and I try to find my senses again, I can feel my eyes moving around but I can't see. I show a small smile after regaining my composure.

"I'm alright, well if you say it looks good then I suppose it really looks alright then. Thanks Inuyasha and I'm happy that you've accepted it." I say to him.

"Hmm, after just now, I feel that I'll be using the bell to get you to wake up every now and then from your daydreaming." Inuyasha says with a slight chuckle.

He just chuckled, it lightened my heart hearing him. It's true when they say that you are sad when the one you love is sad and you are happy when the one you love is happy. You laugh when they laugh and you cry when they cry.

"Well, the original purpose was to let me know or you know when the other is nearby, but if you want to use it to get someone back to reality then please go ahead." I say with a chuckle.

"Maybe I'll use only on you." Inuyasha replies blowing a raspberry.

Perhaps, I think he'll be using it more than he would think to bring me back to reality from losing myself in my feelings for him. I smile at his childishness, I wonder if I can force myself to move on from that precious side of him. It pains me to think that I'll be leaving here and him eventually, I can feel slight wetness in my eyes. My nose becomes slightly congested and I inhale through my mouth.

"Are you crying?" Inuyasha asks me suddenly.

Oh no, he noticed. I open my eyes wide to try and bring the tears back and I shake my head. I show him a smile.

"No, the coldness just caused my nose to dry up to the point that it hurts and cause my eyes to water." I say coming up with an excuse quickly.

"Hmm, well when I have a cold my nose dries up, otherwise it's always damp." Inuyasha says with a deep sigh.

I feel my smile becoming slightly bigger after hearing that, is he trying to make me feel better somehow? Regardless after hearing it I feel better. I'll miss his voice when I leave.

"How cute, I'll let you go now Inuyasha, I'll see you later at lunch." I say to him.

"You kicking me out because you want to take a nap?" Inuyasha asks with a teasing tone.

"Well I was thinking that you might want to take some time away from me until lunch time, but now that you mentioned about napping I think I'll take a nap." I say with a chuckle.

"You seem more like a dog than I am, you take a lot of naps." He says.

"Although I can't see but my eyes do need rests once in a while." I reply back sticking out my tongue.