How Can You Be So Trusting?

Chapter 10 - Proof

TW Swearing
Janus's P.O.V

"Patton, why would you think that?" My eyelash felt damp as I looked straight into the phone at him. Why would he think that?

"YOU'RE A LIER!" He yelled at his phone violently. Angry was a bright flame in his eyes.

"YOU'VE BEE LYING SINCE DAY ONE AND NEVER STOPPED!" He began attacked me cruelly, "DO YOU THINK DOING THAT IS COOL?"

"IT'S FUCKING MESSED UP YOU IDIOT!"Patton never swears.

"Patton, either calm down or leave the call," I growled at him.

I heard a gasp from the other side of the line from Patton, "Janus..."

I didn't want to hear what he said so I ended the call for him. I'm sure that's what he would of wanted anyway. Now I know he hates who I am and has hated it since the day we met but was too polite to say so. Most likely I annoyed him so much that he hates me even more than he already did. I'm sorry Patton for being who I am. But I can't change that right now.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

My phone was going off meaning I was recieving another call. I grabbed my phone to see who was trying to get a hold of me at the moment.

Patton.

I want to see where this goes. I'll see what he want to say to me.

I answered the call but turned off my cambra and volume so he couldn't see or hear me.

"Oh, I see," He mumbled to himself.

"I'm sorry, I went a bit too far with that," Patton admitted even though it was obvious.

"I was just having a bad day, and I took it out on you, It was wrong," He finished explaining his irrational actions vaguely.

I unmuted myself to speak to him, "Then why couldn't you just say that, you know that still an 'open wound' or along the lines of that,"

"I'm sorry," He told me.

It hurts to say this to him but, "Sorry won't do anything,"

"Oh..."

"Prove that I can trust you again and something like this won't happen," I told him my new terms for our friendship now that he broke one, more need to be added, "And don't deny help, I was just trying to listen,"

I ended the call so coldly to him, it was almost cruel unless you knew what he did to me. That was cruel and insensitive.

I'll just deal with detention and sleep this off. I didn't want to do that anyway, who would. It's a bore.

Beep beep. Beep beep. Beep beep.

A new day. Wonder how bad this one will be this time.

I refilled my snake's water bowl and grabbed my clothes to wear for the day. A primarily black hoodie with lemon trimming on it. Some denim jeans that covered my whole leg and some mismatched socks. I don't feel like talking to them today so I shoved a pair of earphones in my pocket for school. Headphones are banned but not earphones.

I left my house early to avoid Patton and that lot for now and just went straight into the school ignoring everyone.

People were whispering to each other as I passed them through the hall, nothing new. But they should really learn some manners and not talk when the person is right there. It's stupid.

"If you're not going to say nothing don't say it quieter for us all to ignore," My lies twisted into their ears like vines on an ancient building tightly capturing them. But confusing hem never the less.

"JANUS" I heard someone yelled to be from the hall. It was Patton running towards me slowly. He was never good at P.E. Either way I could easily walk faster than he can run. So I did just that.

"WAIT UP JANUS!!!!" Persisant isn't he.

"WHAT?!" I turned around to look at Patton as he ran towards me.

"I just wanted to talk," He announce to me.

"What isn't here to talk about?" I asked him. Wow a sentence that actually makes perfect sense.

"I'm sorry,"

"I care about your sorry's they do something," Didn't he listen to me yesterday or was he ignoring me?

"Oh," He had that look in his eye when he wants to say sorry for saying sorry.

"What don't you want from me?" I asked him as he finally caught his breath from the running he just did.

"I wanna hang out," He requested from me. But why?

"Fine, I won't hang out with you, what don't you not want to do?" I may doing this but I still love him a lot and I'll always give him a second chance. As he said, he was having a bad day and has told me sorry about a million times already.

"I don't really know?" He looked to me hoping that I'd choose what we'd do.

"We won't just hang out at break," I told him. But also, I will take small steps and not immediately forgive him for what he's done.

"Thanks," He left as quick as he came and as the lone wolf he walks alone. Just kidding. He went back to the hall to the others or went to wait outside again.

I can't believe I'm going to do this. It might be a mistake.

It was finally break, time to meet up with the others at the table. Maybe if this goes well I will sit with them at lunch or not.

I sat down at the table. Roman wasn't present, so was Emile, Roman has probaly been attacked by remus and Emile has a bad imune system so he's probaly sick right now.

"Heya!" Patton was the first to greet me as I sat down.

"Sup," Obviously Virgil, "So what happened this morning you weren't here or did you avoid us cause you hate us?"

"No I wasn't here this afternoon and me and Patton did not get into a fight yesterday," I told him as he looked at Patton for a translation.

"Me and him got in a fight yesterday and he was here, I talked to him," Patton explained to Virgil.

"Do you not know what didn't happen to Roman?" I asked them both.

"We dont actually know," Virgil told me. He alnost sounded worried.

End Of Chapter. 1062 Words.