How Can You Be So Trusting?

Chapter 11 - What Happened To Roman

Janus's P.O.V

During class, with the school phone, Mr.Sandes had recieved a call. No one knows who but he seems worried about it.

"Mr.Fiction, Mr.Feël, Mr.Anx and Mr.Sleep, please go to the office," He told us he seemed upset or was being sympathetic to me, "Bring yout things boys,"

All of us nodded and grabbed all of our things to go to the office. Why would they want us all? Was it to do with Roman?

We were all mentally preparing ouselves for what was going to happen. It's unsual for more than one student to be sent there so it's suspious.

Patton was the most worried out of all of us, it could be anything or anyone. Something could of happened to some of them . Loki wasn't here either but maybe he just overslept. Then there was Virgil, he was panicing about the whole thing many possible situations could of been racing through his mind. I was the least worried. I was calm. Whatever happens, happens. There's nothing we can do about the past apart from move on. I was ready.

A teacher came out o the office to see us all standing there waiting for a sign to enter the room. None of us have ever been here,I think, "Come in boys," She told us.

"Sit," She was the counciler. All I know about her is that she has a tight grip on situations and can get it fixed quickly. Apart from today apparently, which makes the others worry more.

"So you all must be curious of why you have been summonded here?" I was sort of a question but also a statement?

"She kinda sounds like Logan," Patton leaned over to me and whispered that to me. I could feel his breath on my ear as he spoke, it tickled. I mean, he wasn't wrong. She spoke just like my cousin, it feels wrong.

We all nodded as obviously we all wanted to know what happened. Or at least was a little bit curious about it.

"Now, you know your friend Mr.Creativiti?" She asked us. Was it Roman, or Remus? Either way I'm friends with Roman and kinda friends with Remus.

"Which one?" Virgil asked even though it probaly is Roman. Apparently, Roman always seems to get into trouble or danger.

"Mr. Roman Creativiti is the twin we will be talking about at the moment," She informed us. So we'll be talking about Remus later?

"Go ahead madam," As always Patton was the most polite out of all of us unironically.

She sighed a bit as if preparing herself for our reaction for what she was about to say to all of us, "Roman has been found hanging earlier today in his bedroom,"

Pattons eyes began welling up and he was about to cry and Remy's glasses fell off his face as they recieved the news. Why would Roman do that? What happened to him?

"He wrote letters for each of you that are present today, Remus already read his and is in the other room," She began to pass us our letters as she finished. They were all in aphabetical order as last names. Virgil got his first,then Patton, me and Remy.

Before I even opened mine Virgil ran off with his stuff. I think he was crying.

"Aren't you gonna open yours?" I looked at the sobbing mess that Patton now was. He also hadn't opened it yet.

"When I get home I'll read it, alright?" Now wasn't the time to lie to anyone. It would be selfish, one of our friends had died and it'd be disrespectful, "What about you Patton?"

He threw himself into my arms as the tears poured like waterfalls from his eyes onto my clothes. He held his letter tightly.

"Your afraid aren't you?" I asked him picking my words carefully as I embrased him back.

"What will he say to me?"Questions poped up in his mind as he told me them,"What will I do?"

"Well you'll never know until you see, will you?" Advising him, Patton began opening his letter as he detangled his arms from around me.

"I'll read it to you," Patton told me taking no objections at all. But if it's what he wants, I'll listen to him.

" First of all, Dad, I want to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for leaving so suddenly.
I'm sorry for not telling you anything even though I knew you'd be there for me.
I'm sorry that I let my pride get in the way of what was best for me.

And some more. But you are the best friend I could ever have. I wouldn't of asked for a better father figure and friend than you. I love you Dad.

Please don't mourn too much. Take care of yourself. See new things. Make new friends. Make more memories.

Dont make the same mistakes I did.

Don't stop believing in yourself or following your dreams because a dream is a wish your heart makes.

Don't forget me,
                            Roman ♡"

Patton held the piece of paper next to his heart hugging it like it was Roman or the spirit of his best friend.

"Roman...." He mumbled to himself as his tears got onto the floor as he left the room to go to the others that had read theirs.

"Remy?" There in the corner was Remy with the letter in shaking hands as he stared at them with his eyes. They were like mine, one a bright, darkish blue and one a hazel brown. What was written to him.

I walked over to him slowly and cautionately. Who know's what he'll do. I've never seen him like this. He's always calm and collected, but now he's in a frozen state of what looks like panic.

"ROMAN YOU IDIOT!" He yelled as he stormed ot the room with wet cheeks and the paper.

I was left alone.

What do I even think of this?

The adventerous, happy prince just dead now.

Leaving nothing behind him as well.

Why would he do this to himself?

Why would he do it to them?

Why am I being so selfish?

I do not know what thoughts went through his hed. Heck! I barely know the guy and he wrote a letter for me. Why would he do that? Why would he do that for someone like me?

I might as well see what he wrote for me than waiting around for someone to tell me. It would help if I wait anyway.

I ripped the envelope open to see the letter inside. I was going to do it.

End Of Chapter. 1111 Words.