How Can You Be So Trusting?

Chapter 34 - Let's Get Out Of Here

Janus' P.O.V

Instead of them coming in, Patton grabbed my hand and pulled me up, "I don't think you'd want to be here anymore," He was right, I just about couldn't stand this place right now. I couldn't stand anything that has happened in this hospital.

We walked out of the bathroom, hand in hand, and Patton told his Mom our plan for now, "Kids, it's been a long day for all of us, text your parents, you all can stay over at ours for now," Patton's mom offered for us all.

"I'll go say good bye to Logan before we go," I told him, my hand slowly loosening out of his as I walked over to my cousins bedside and kneeled down near him.

"Hey Lo...Sorry we couldn't talk more today, I'll visit you tomorrow alright," He turned his head and gave me a little smile.

"I'd like that," He told me as I patted his head, the only part that wasnt burnt as much, before leaving his side.

Everyone was able to come to the sleepover so I guess it'll all be alright for now.

"KARAOKE!"

Patton dragged a small colourful machine out of his cupboard and connected to the TV, "KARAOKE!" He waved a few microphones around like maracas.

"Who wants to go first?" He said as he cickcked the TV on.

Everyone looked around at one another.

Our eyes trailed to Remus, "I'LL GO FIRST!" Remus exclaimed loudly.

He began singing Miss Jackson after several declines of songs write explicit language.

We couldn't ruin the innocents.

My mind started to wander as he sang, it wasn't bad it just sounded like a voice you'd give to a lullaby.

Where will I live? Will Lo and Nayomi? No....they've alright got a lot on their minds already, I can't do that to them. I don't know what to do anymore...I just already miss her so much.

Just knowing I won't be able to see her face again hurts.

"Janus?" Patton shook me slightly as he whispered into my ear, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine," I felt a draft dry the trails of my tears, making my face cold as I realised what he meant, "I'm alright, my mind just wandered a bit..."

"ALRIGHT I'M DONE, WHICH ONE OF YOU GHOST SUCKERS ARE UP NEXT!" He held out the mic to anyone. But what part of the ghost is he implying we suck though....?

"I'll go next!" Patton offered as he took the microphone.

He clicked on the song, lay all your love on me, Mama Mia soundtrack.

"Hey Jammy, can you sing with me! I wanna do Sophie's part this time!" I felt my cold face heat up slightly as I took his hand and the microphone.

Janus
Patton
Both

I wasn't jealous before we met, now ever man I see is a potential threat I felt the lyrics as I was reminded of the day we met, I was quite jealous of Lo back then, it sounds funny looking back.

And I'm possesive, it isn't nice. Patton grabbed my hand as he began swinging my arm.

You've heard me say that smoking was my only vice.
But now it isn't true...
Now everything is new....
And all I've learned
Has overturned
I beg of you~

A felt a quick peck on my cheek as he began singing.

Don't go wasting your emotion~
Lay all your love on me~

He flashed me a beautiful smile as he began the next verse, and just held my hand normally. I have never felt so exposed by him, it felt weird.

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck.
I still don't know what you've done with me~
A grown up woman should never fall so easily~

His hand that once held my hand now lay on my face.

I feel a kind of fear~
When I don't have you near~
Unsatisfied
I skip my pride~
I beg you dear~

He quickly grabbed my shirt and pulled me into a short kiss. He seems so out of character today or is he just going along with the song.

Don't go wasting your emotion~
Lay all your love on me~

I felt myself being lost in the words, like we were the only ones there. It felt nice to be with him. To love him, for him to be my everything.

Don't go sharing your devotion~
Lay all your love on me~

I've had a few little love affairs~
They didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce~

I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible

Cause everything is new~
And everything is you~
And all I've learnt
Has overturned
What can I do?~

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me~

Don't go sharing your devotion~
Lay all your love on me~

Don't go wasting your emotion~
Lay all your love on me~
Don't go sharing your devotion~
Lay all your love on me~

He began spining me around in a ballroom kind of way as I did the same for the rest of the song. I felt like we were the only ones there until...

"That's gay-"

"We're all gay Loki" Virgil chucked as we all joined in for a laugh.

The next few songs went through pretty well, everyone sang, and then we all went to bed.

"So how was the rest of you day," Patton was hugging me as I heard him whispering that to me.

"It felt like the best day of my life," I kissed his forehead softly.

But before falling asleep I believe I heard him say, "I'll try and make everyday feel like that for you Jammy..."

End Of Chapter. 972 Words.