My Secret Heart

Chapter 1

"Louis! Stop it!" I giggled.

"No! Not till you give me the remote and we get to watch what I want to watch!" he yelled as he kept tickling me.

"Never, I never serender!" I yelled half out of breath.

"Fine then I guess we won't be going to get ice-cream tonight" he stopped tickling me and looked seriously at me.

"What? When did we ever plan to go get icecream?" I looked at him with confusion.

"We didn't! And now I get the remote!" he laughed as he grabbed the remote out of my hands.

"Louis Tomlinson! U evil little monster" I told him as I punched his arm playfully.

Me and Louis have been best friends for ages. I hadnt seen him for a long while, since when he was off on tour with his band "one direction". I never cared for them, they took my best friend away from me. I know it's what he loves doing, getting up in front of loads of people and singing his heart out. But I missed being able to hang out all day everyday with him, eating junk food, laughing uncontrollably, and having the best fun you could possibly imagine of. I only listened to their music to hear Louis voice, to make me feel like he was here with me. I didn't care enough to remember any of the boys names in the band. Although I probably should know them by now, as often as Louis talks about them, when he's on the phone with me. Sometimes I felt like i was getting replaced by 4 boys, but I knew louis and I would always be the best of friends. I am just glad I have him back for a whole 2 years, while they are take a break from all their hard work.

"I'm glad we are back to normal lazy days with my best friend" Louis told me.

"Me too you have no idea how much I missed you" I said laying my head on his shoulder and settling down to watch tv.

"I missed you more ducky" he whispered in my ear.

You see ever sence we were little he always called me ducky I never figured out why and it drove me crazy for years. But I had gotten use to it.

"By the way did I tell you the boys are coming in a couple days, so you will get a chance to meet them all!" he said in a exited voice.

"Oh I can't wait" as I forced a smile on my face, I had no desire to meet them whatsoever.

"I can't wait for you to meet them you'll love them, their great"

"I bet so" I said softly as i let out sighing.. This was going to be...fun...just fun...

A few days past along.. I had a ton of fun with Louis. But everyday I thought about how much I was dreading meeting "One Direction" ugh it made me mad at the thought of meeting the boys that took my best friend from me for so long! No one would even know how much anger I had inside of me.

"Are you feeling okay? You look depressed" Louis asked. Of course Louis would tell that something was wrong. But I wouldn't tell him. I don't want him to think that I own him or something. Him think I've changed and now am a jerk.

"I'm fine. I just have allot on my mind." which was half way true.

"You know you can tell me anything, I'm always hear to listen and help you" he told me with consern stamped straight accross his face. I felt so horrible. Being like this towards his friends, being jelous? No I'm not jelous! I am just.. I don't know what I am, but I certainly don't want anything to do with the boys of One Direction.

"I know. And thank you, I just kinda need to sort things through to myself"

"Ok, just rememeber I'm always here for you when you need someone to talk to" He told me. There was a few minutes of silence when he broke it.

"The boys are going to be here tomorrow! I've told them allot about you, they said they are super exited to finally meet you!" he said with a smile spread wide across his face.

"Oh" I said I didn't know what to say, I wouldn't let anything mean slip out of my mouth. "You know what I am going to go for a walk" I said standing up and started walking.

"Ok just be back in 15 minutes and I will drop you off at your house!" he yelled at me.

"Whatever" I whispered to myself. What was going on with me?! I never treated Lou like this! I never was mad at him. Was I mad at him? No I was mad at his so called friends! I will not hurt Lou. Tomorrow I will hold in all the anger I have and will do this for my best friends sake. I just need to keep my act together.