My Secret Heart

Chapter 27

NIALL'S POV:

Today was the day I was going back home, leaving here from a week with Tracey. I finally had worked it out with her, and was happy to go back home.

I couldn't wait to get back to Maggie. I had missed her so much. I was really worried as the last couple days I would text her, I would get no respond back. But I would be home in just a few hours and would finally have her back into my arms.

MAGGIE'S POV:

It had been three days sense I had found out Niall was cheating on me with his ex. After the night Louis took me back to our secret little childhood cove, we had been getting really close as in a relationship wise. Louis wanted to make it official, but I wasn't quit ready, I still had a heart ache from Niall.

As much as I wanted to tell myself Niall was nothing but trouble, and would only break my heart into tiny little pieces again and again; I just couldn't. As much as I hated him for what he has done, I still had a little piece of me that still loved him. I wanted to still call him 'baby' and be able call him mine.

NIALL'S POV:

I stuck the key into the door and turned the door nob. I was ready to see Maggie's glistening eyes meet mine and her arms wrapped tight around me as her lips met mine. But as I opened the door, it revealed Louis and Maggie kissing on the couch. My heart dropped and my eyes sunk as I dropped my bags to the ground.

They broke their kiss when they heard my luggage slam to the ground. Maggie looked at me with hate in her eyes.

"Hi Niall" she said plainly as she got up and walked out the back porch. Louis following her quickly behind.

I couldn't believe this, I had been gone for a week and she had moved on, and moved on to Louis, one of my best mates! I ran to the room me and Liam had been sharing for the next few months, and collapsed onto the bed bawling my eyes out.

MAGGIE'S POV:

I felt guilty, he hadn't saw me in a week, and the first sighted of me was me and Louis kissing. I hadn't told him we were through, but I figured he would know we were, after what he did.

"Mag, don't worry. I wont let him near you." Louis told me as he brought my face up to look at his.

"Louis, I don't want you push him away from me. Yeah maybe he hurt me badly, but I don't want this just to end like this. We can still be friends." I told him.

"If that's what you want then I am fine with that. Long as you know he is nothing but trouble, I don't want you to have to go through this again."

He told me as I laid my head on his shoulder.

*DAYS LATTER*

Five days had gone by and I hadn't talked to Niall. All the other boys were still hanging around with us, but Niall hadn't been seen once.

"When me and Niall were at the studio trip, Tracey told us that we need keep up our amazing work and keep singing want we want to." Liam said out of the blue.

"There is no reason to cover it all up Liam, I already know everything" I said discussed they were still trying to covering it up.

"Umm.. What?" he asked as his eyebrows went together and he looked at me with confusion.

"What she means is, she knows that Tracey and you guys were working on some new album ideas and yeah" he jumped in quickly and then faded off as if he didn't know what else to say.

"Um no. What I was saying is I already know that Niall lied to me to go spend time with his ex." I told Louis plainly as I looked at Liam, who had a shocked face.

"Wait what? No.." Liam said as he sat up from the couch to look at me.

"Louis you told her Tracey was Niall's ex?!" Harry jumped in and looked at Louis was shock and almost anger.

Louis just sat there looking down at the ground. Wait does this mean that Niall didn't really go away for a week to go see his ex?

"Louis how could you? Niall loved her!" Zayn said standing up and looking at Louis with disgust.

"I loved her first!" he yelled at him. All the boys started yelling at each other when I finally broke it.

"STOP!" I yelled."Louis look at me." I said as I walked to Louis, and his droopy eyes met mine. "Was it all a lie? Was it really a studio trip?" I asked calmly.

"Yes" he sighed looking down at the ground.

"I can't believe you" I said stepping away, looking at him like he was a stranger.

"You have to understand Mag" he said stepping closer to me. "I love you. I can give you more than he can."

"Louis, I loved him." I said looking at him as tears filled my eyes. "And if you cant respect that I have found somebody, then why even bother being here in my life. I don't know who you are anymore! You were always there for me no matter what, supporting me and helping me. But now you are only tearing me down. What is with you?! I don't know you anymore Lou!" I yelled at him as my tears hit the floor.

I ran to the bathroom crying. I was there for a while until finally I had cleaned my self up and all the tears were swept away. I stepped out of the bathroom and heard little sniffles coming from the door next to the bathroom. It had to be Niall, I could hear all the other boys talking out in the living room.

I walked up to the door slowly listening just for a little while. "but....but....why....." was coming from the other side of the door along with sniffles and moving around.

I knocked the door quitly, not really knowing what I was doing.

"N...Niall.. Is that you?" I asked softly, almost hoping he didn't even hear me.

"Go away" he replied as he talked into his pillow.

"Niall can you please let me in?" there was silence for a moment until I heard the shuffling around and the lock on the door click.

I stood there for a moment my hand on the door knob. I closed my eyes, took a deep breathe and turned the door knob slowly.

When I finally had opened the door all the way, I saw the bed sheets all over the room, tissues everywhere, and food crumbs all over the place.

Then there was Niall, shirtless just in sweatpants. His hair all messed up, his eyes blood shot, and tears running down his face. I did this. He had been in here for days crying his eyes out...because of me.