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1 - We All Knew

Bryson's POV this continues from when he made the decision.

My heart was already broken the letter was made and ill i could do now is wait for Elijah to get back so i could leave. I know she's going to want to know why all of this is happening but i can't tell her.
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Elijah arrives 15 minutes later and i wish i had more time but i don't now.

I look at Carter and kiss her forehead and whisper "I love you" i walk to my babies and kiss their foreheads and grab their hands. Im standing here for awhile just holding them because i don't know if ill ever be able to do this.

I grab the letter and hand it to Elijah i try my best to act like everything is okay "Can you give this to Carter when she wakes up please"

"Yeah Sure" he says

"Well i gotta go" "Take care of them all please" i say knowing that my meaning to this is different than what he thinks.

"Don't worry i will" he says and smiles at me.

I walk towards the door and turn back one more time looking at the Three humans i care about most in the world, then i start walking to my car.
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When I'm home im glad no one is because i have to get everything of mine and leave before anyone gets home.

It only takes me 10 minutes to get anything i need and the rest ill leave here. I put everything in my car and i drove off, i knew i needed to stop for a little bit because i wasn't okay right now.

I parked by that house we went to the party that one time. All i could think about is how everything changed after that. The girl i loved wasn't really available for anyone to love her anymore. All my other friends found their partners because of Elijah, and i was left with nothing.

Now here i am in this parkinglot crying over my own dueings. I did this to myself and im the only one to blame for my actions. I left my best friend the girl who wanted us to be good parents to our kids even if we weren't together. I left my new born babies because i feel its best for them.

I sob and hit the steering wheel "Fuck" i cry.

I take my phone out looking at my lock screen which was a picture of Carter and i with Olly anf Zo after they were born.

"Im so sorry" i cry.

It's done she's probably reading the letter now. Its my fault nothing will ever be the same and ill have to deal with it all forever.

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This is just a small chapter in his POV when it happened. More feelings will be revealed later. Hi guys we're back i hope you all enjoy HOME. Comment and Vote -Janie✨