| Fillie ~ Oneshots |

~ Jealousy pt. 2 ~

October 9,
Today started off pretty good, I went to Starbucks. Got my coffee and my day was nice. I saw the school fuckboy and he was obviously trying to seduce me but ya know i walked away. Let's hope it doesn't happen again. After I left Starbucks Finn texted me to meet him at the park to meet his friend... it was suspicious that he said that because normally he would just bring his friends to my house and then we would actually become friends too. But today was different, I don't understand why though. His friend was a BITCH! And I'm not overreacting because she was trying to steal Finn from me and I'm NOT okay with that. Nope. Nada. Another thing that ticked me off and ruined my day was, when I first got there. I saw them hugging, actually no. Scratch that. I saw them stand-cuddling basically, they didn't even notice me when I got there. They were too focused on each other to see me. It's obvious Finn likes her, and it's quite obvious she likes him too, or just wants to play with his feelings and use him for things... but I won't let that happen. She's a bitch and I don want him to be in a toxic relationship.. that dumbass. I already hate her and I was around her for about thirty minutes. Oh and not to mention she literally has a BOYFRIEND and basically implied, "Finns mine back off." So yeah. Today was horrible and I just want Finn back.. my Finn.

-mbb

Millie closed her diary roughly, tears steaming down her red face. She set it on her nightstand and wiped her tears. It didn't help though as it felt a water faucet was turned on, and nobody is capable of turning it off.

Ding

Millie looked at her phone. She saw a message from Finn and her heart skipped a beat.

Finn❤️😘: hey mills.. are you okay? You left a lot earlier than you normally do.

Millie: yeah. I'm fine :)

Finn❤️😘: okay, just making sure.. but if you ever feel off remember you can talk to me.

Millie: yeah. I know Finn.

Millie smiled and let a few tears fall, then broke down crying. Picturing them hugging in her mind, she can see his big smile that never was that wide and genuine until he looked at Karina...

She can see his bright eyes that was a reaction from looking at Karina.. she can see him always turning to her. Only paying attention to her.

Millie realizes he won't ever look at her that way and closed her eyes. She imagined holding his hand and giving him hugs that would blur their surroundings, the hugs that you would receive when you're hugging the one and only person you love with all of your heart.

She imagined her wearing his hoodies and even with that thought she could smell the faint scent of his cheap cologne. She softly smiled, her eyes still closed.

She got knocked into reality and let a loud cry out. Not caring if her family heard her. She sobbed and sobbed, letting out piercing cries

He won't ever love me the same...

That thought stuck in her head as she just saw the memories from a bit ago replay in her head, over and over again.

She got exhausted from crying and eventually fell asleep.

Yeah it was still morning but she didn't care. She was tired.