| Fillie ~ Oneshots |

~ Bullied By Her Crush ~

*trigger warning*

*bullying, suicidal mentions/descriptions, cursing, abuse mentions*

|Bullied By Her Crush|

Millie walked the halls of her crowded school, while carrying her four books in her hand. She sighed as she knew what was going to happened as she walked near Finn Wolfhard's locker to get to her classroom.

Millie has been crushing on Finn for a while now, before he was rude to her they would have small conversations in the middle of the school hall, or they would hang with each other because of the friendships their friends had. She still had his phone number saved in her phone.. She gained feelings by those small things, and they have stuck for two years. He changed in the last year though, he became different... nobody knows why. But now he's one of the most popular guys in school, rather than before when he was a nerdy, funny, and awesome person to talk to.

She wishes he wouldn't bully her, but even if she hates him for it, even if she hurt herself, or felt insecure by his words it's the most important part in her day, just to see him smile even if it was from making fun of her. She wished he was like he was last year... but popularity changes people. She continued to walk, not wanting to get tripped, or made fun of. She sped up, until she fell, her chin hitting the ground.

"Shit.." She groaned and rolled over and sat up, seeing that her shoe was untied. She just sighed and tied her shoe, when she was finished she ran down the hall. Her ankle now hurting from the fall, she was confused because about now Finn would be yelling offensive things at her as she quickly sped through the hall.

She looked behind her to see if he was coming, but he wasn't. Even his best friend, Caleb wasn't there.. she just ran to the entrance in her class, and sat down in an empty seat. Worrying that something happened to him.

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Caleb was in his English class, waiting for Finn to get there, since they have this class together. He tapped his foot on the floor impatiently, remembering that he had said he was just gonna use the bathroom. A girl tried to sit next to him, "No this seat is saved." "You cant-" "GO!" he yelled. He rolled his eyes as she ran away. Caleb turned his head to the door as he heard it open. He sighed as it was just Millie, not Finn. He just thought he was shitting or something. He tried not to worry, but it made it worse. He never took this long..

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Finn sat dizzy in the boys' bathroom stall. His wrists bleeding out on the floor, as he leaned against the horribly dirty wall. He sighed as his vision was blurred. He cried as he continued to cut, all over his pale wrists.

He hated everything. Everything about his life, his family, this dreadful place he calls school. But most importantly, he hates himself. He hates what he does, what he puts people through, what he puts her through..

And with that though he cut a little deeper. The girl he fell in love with is the one he hurts most. Everyday, at the same time. He sees her sad face run away from him, as he yells horrible things at her.. He couldn't control it. He hated it, he hated not being able to control it.

He wanted himself to pay for his decisions... everything was fine until the day his dad left. His dad left him with his mom, she was happy until she found him cheating. She got so pissed off that she would take it out on Finn.. and well... Finn would take it out on Millie...