| Fillie ~ Oneshots |

~"I wont forget you"~

Another sad one shot so uh yeah just a warning.

idk why ive been in a sad writing mood but-

followup? of the accident, so if you haven't read that one shot yet i suggest reading it first.

|"I wont forget you"|

Finn got out of bed, grunting as he woke up dizzy. He looked at the empty spot of his bed and smiled sadly. He got up and walked to the bathroom, just to see his reflection. His eyes were droopy, and the bags under them were quite visible, his pale face making it more obvious. His hair was a mess, because he never had a reason to fix it anymore.

"Finnie your hair is always a mess!" Millie ruffled his hair and he scrunched up his nose and laughed in reaction. "Millie i know." he looked at her eyes and leaned down to kiss her forehead. "I love you."

"everything is reminding me of you..." Finn sighed and brushed away his thoughts. He used the bathroom and washed his hands. He looked at the right corner of the sink to see her halfway used perfume bottle. He smiled and grabbed it, he gave it a tiny smell and remembered the hugs she would give, and how everytime she came into the room you knew it was her because of how much perfume she put on.

He never told her it was a lot but it always was. He put it back down and he felt his eyes start to water. "Finn keep it together.." he looked at himself in the mirror one last time before exiting the bathroom.

He looked through his closet to find some comfortable clothes, and stopped his hand on a plain maroon T-shirt and set it on his bed. He sighed and pulled out a pair of black jeans to go along with it.

"Mills.. is that my shirt?" Finn raised his eyebrows at Millie as she walked down the carpeted stairs in her gray joggers and supposedly Finn's T-shirt. "maybeeeee" she smiled and blushed. He giggled and walked to her on the staircase. "It's okay it looks better on you anyway." Finn pecked her lips by surprise and she smiled.

He shook his head at his memory and took his plaid pajamas off to get dressed. Finn's friends were all so stressed and worried about him, they thought that he was never gonna be the same. They told him to go to a therapist but what was the point? how was a person going to prevent his grief for somebody he loved. They always tell him to leave his house and go out, to do things. To move on...

He always believed he wouldn't, that he never will. He loved millie and expected a future with her, but that day, the accident changed it all. That one day. That one stupid package that she went to go get. That stupid ass driver.

He cried while changing and when he got dressed he put on his black hoodie, which Millie would always steal and wear constantly.

He slid on his shoes and walked out of his house. He locked his door and pressed the button to unlock his car... his new car. The one he had recently gotten because of their old car being crashed into.

He walked to his car and got in the drivers seat. He started it and started heading to a floral shop. He bought a new cd that he knew was Millie's favorite... "when we all fall asleep where do we go" and he put it in, and changed it to Millie's favorite song on it, "all the good girls go to hell"

He smiled and imagined her singing and dancing to the song like a maniac. He just kept smiling but then began tearing up, his smiling stopped as he sobbed, the song making him emotional because of memories.

He drove and drove until he got to the floral shop. He walked into the store and looked around at all the beautiful flowers, he glanced at them and Waited to find her favorite flowers, white roses.

She loved white roses.

He smiled as he got the largest bouquet. he walked up to the cashier and payed for his flowers. "Who's the flowers for?" The cashier asked with a smile on his face.

"I-uh my love.." he smiled softly and so did the man. "I hope you and her live happily together." He wished them as finn began to tear up again. The emotions about to take over.

So he ran back into the car and let out a giant sob, his eyes spilling out constant tears. "I miss you! Why did you have to leave me!" He shouted at nothing particular, it was aimed towards her but he wasn't blaming her. He was blaming whatever bastard that wasn't paying attention.

After a few minutes of recovery he sighed and started the car once again. He drove to his destination and once he reached it, he looked for millie.

The cemetery

The only place Finn will really go out to anymore, it's the only place where he can see her. His love.

He walked until he found her grave. He let a few tears fall, but smiled at the beautiful picture that was on the headstone.

Millie Bobby Brown.
Loving daughter, friend, girlfriend, and sister.

He touched the picture. He looked at it and realized how much he took her for granted, how much he didn't realize he needed her.

"Hey mills... it's been exactly two months since the accident.. and I just wanted to uh.. let you k-know that I will be here. I will always be here because I never plan on leaving you. And I know you might want me to move on but I can't, I-it's just too difficult. You were the one I loved, and still do. You're the one I will always love and won't ever forget. You always made my days brighter and always made me feel better when I was down. You made everybody, not just me, feel happy when even themselves couldn't. You helped so many people and I just want you back. I just want you back in my g-goddamn life. I wish it never happened. I wish you stayed with me, or you let me go so I could be with you right now... I miss you. Like crazy. A-and I might seem like a psycho for never wanting to move on, or only ever thinking about you. But that's okay because I'll do anything to be close with you, even if you aren't truly here with me.. you'll always be in my heart..." he sadly spoke aloud his feelings, and set down the white roses. He wanted to hug her again, gain her warmth, feel her lips against his, he wanted to dance at night until they couldn't anymore, he wanted to sing for her again, to hear her laugh. But all that was gone.. just like her.

He wasn't ever going to get her back. But that doesn't change the fact that..

"I won't forget you..."

~

Lol this is bad but I'm tired so goodnighttttt

-Savannah