Hey y'all, Here's another chapter! This will be the last long part but yeah!
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"F-Finn.." Millie whispered, her voice becoming shaky and weak from the sight in front of her. Finn broke the kiss and turned away from jasmine, speaking with swollen lips, "Millie I-" he got interrupted. "I-it's okay.. I deserve it." She turned away from him, tears starting to form in her eyes. She understood why he did it, she knew he felt that she was cheating on him. She wasn't, obviously. But she didn't tell him the truth and was hiding things so he repaid her. Karma.
She walked down the stairs, with her shaky hands on the railing. She shook her head at her stupid decisions. Why didn't she tell him? Why did she keep it a secret? If she didn't lie they could be living happily.
"Millie!" She turned around to the calling of her name, and met eyes with Finn. "Millie i-im sorry but-" he stopped on the step she stood on, and she shook her head, "don't apologize." She turned and faced forward, walking down slowly. "Millie wait.." he followed her, and she stopped once she made it to the ground. "Yes..?" She frowned and he walked close to her.
"O-out of curiosity.. W-what actually have you been doing...?" He Faced down, but his eyes looked at Millie, "I was going to tell you.. but it's okay now. I don't want you stressing about me anyways. You can go back upstairs to her.." Millie's eyes watered, and she tried to prevent herself from crying. She started walking towards the door but Finn stopped her, grabbing her arm softly.
"Millie please. I deserve to know.." he looked at her glossy red eyes, and she sighed, closing them gently and letting the tears fall. "O-okay..." her voice was barely audible, and she felt sharp pains going throughout her body. She inhaled deeply before starting to explain.
"The reason I was out is because I was always at the hospital.." she started, and looked down. Finn furrowed his dark eyebrows in confusion, but let her continue. "B-because I have kidney failure." She whispered and Finn gasped. "Wait what?" His eyebrows went back to normal and he stepped closer to her.
"I'm sorry for lying to you Finn.. I'm so sorry." She let more salty tears fall down her red cheeks, as her chapped lips quivered. "M-Millie I.. why didn't you tell me?" Finns heart ached at the thought of Millie being diagnosed with that.. but he was so surprised on why she didn't tell him. "I didn't want you stressing too much.. I didn't want you to worry about me." She said and wiped her tears. The pain in her body was getting stronger and stronger the longer she spoke.
"You not telling me stressed me out more millie. You shouldn't have kept it a secret.. we wouldn't be in this situation right now." Finn said and shook his head slightly, millie nodded and couldn't help but let a few more tears fall. "I know.." she turned away and stared at the wall, trying not to completely break down right now.
"What happened to 'do you promise we will tell each other everything?'" Finn said and Millie felt her heart skip a beat, she remembers that exact night, the night she promised she would tell him everything.
Finn..?" Millie turned her head towards Finn, and he looked at her. "Yes mills..?" He whispered back to her with a concerned face.
"Do you promise we will always tell each other everything, even in the worse occasions?" Millie's eyes reflected the sight of the stars and a breeze blew through their hair. "Yes, of course baby.." Finn wrapped his arm around Millie's shoulders and she leaned against him.
They felt the happiest right now, nothing could stop them from living their happiest life, and from just loving each other.
"I love you so much.. promise me you'll never leave me." Finns heart raced, and he panicked at the thought of her leaving him. "I won't... I promise." She promised him, using her full honesty.
That memory was all a lie now, it didn't matter. Millie looked at the ground as flashbacks from that night haunted her at this moment. The pain she felt right now still sat there, but her communication distracted her from it. "Finn I regret it.. i-i" Millie suddenly leaned against the railing of the staircase, a sharp pain shocked her. "Are you okay?" Finns eyes widened and she nodded. "Y-yeah, ahh.." she scrunched her eyebrows and gritted her teeth. "You don't look okay" Finn stated with worried eyes and Millie grunted. "F-Finn it's.. I cant.." she slid down quickly, now sitting on the ground. "Y-you can't what..?" He panicked and Millie breathing quickened.
"I just.. can't." She closed her eyes, breathing heavily. "Millie.. do I need to take you to the hospital?!" He leaned down on one knee and touched her face with his right hand. No matter how much he was pissed off at her, he still loved her. She just nodded, she felt like she couldn't speak anymore, like she was too weak for it. I mean, it felt like she was too weak for anything really. It happened so quickly, she didn't expect that to happen.
"Can you stand or do you need me to carry you..?" He looked at her with worry, his eyes tracing her entire face, searching for any discomfort. She just opened her eyes and stared at him with tears streaming down her face. He softly put his arm under her legs and his other behind her back gently, being scared to put her through more pain she was already in.
"It's gonna be okay mills, hold on." He lifted up and she took a deep breath. She stared at him. "F-Finn.." she whispered and he barely heard her, but looked at her, anyways, "yeah?" "H-hurry.. please.." she whispered and cried in pain. He nodded and carefully grabbed the car keys off of the counter and hit the unlock button.
"Finn where are you going?" Jasmines feminine voice spoke from the top of the staircase and he just ignored her, his only worry right now was Millie. He put his hand on the cold golden doorknob and exited. "Finn!" She yelled, but he cut out her voice out and walked towards the car.
It was crazy how they weren't in a healthy relationship.. but they were still much in love. They would die for one another even if their hearts were broken, even if what Millie did was wrong, she was still the most important thing in Finns life. The love for each other felt like it left them sometimes, but it was like themselves, they would just come back to each other, as would the love.
Finn looked down at Millie and it was torture to see her in the position she was in, to see tears streaming down her scrunched up face. Finn stood in the driveway, opening the passenger seat door for Millie, as he gently set her inside the car. She sobbed, and Finn felt himself tear up, but he tried to hold himself together so he could drive without having blurry vision.
"Millie I n-need to know what hospital were going to." Finn rested his hand on hers and she nodded. "Fairview h-hospital.." she whispered and Finn rubbed her hand before pulling away and prepared to drive. Millie's heart hurt, maybe even worse than everything else. After every minute, it felt like she couldn't breath more and more.
"F-Finn..." she said between breaths, and he turned to her. "Yes millie?" He let a tear fall in surprise and she inhaled sharply, grunting in the process. "I love y-you.." she shakily lifted up the right side of her mouth and weakly closed her eyes.
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Cliffhanger? Kind of? Who knows, but one more part after this and then I'm done with this mini story. Sorry if they are like bipolar LMaOo but they're in love don't judge them haha. This is honestly one of my favorites, how did y'all feel about it ?
-Savannah
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