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~My Best Friend's Crush~

To be completely honest I have no idea what this is lol

some of this is kind of relatable, i mean i like somebody that my friend used to like so eek but yeah.

(random names used)

|My Best Friend's Crush|

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(Finn's POV)

It was Monday, and I was sitting in English class, impatiently waiting for the bell to ring. My foot tapped on the ground in a rhythmic pattern, and I rolled my eyes at the teachers constant bickering about how we are not mature enough. Like okay? We understand you can't take jokes sometimes. Ugh, he is just so annoying, I just want to exit this boring ass classr- My triggered thoughts got interrupted by the girl next to me. Her golden eyes glistened, like pots of honey, as she tapped my shoulder. "Finn, do you think I can borrow a pencil?" She asked politely and I stared at her for a few seconds, just taking in her beauty. "Sorry, uh yes-" I reached in my mess I call a backpack and pulled out a blue mechanical pencil. "Here you go."

She giggled "Thank you" her British voice stood out as she spoke. I felt the swarm of butterflies flutter in my stomach as she ended the few words off with a gorgeous smile. Ugh! I cannot be doing this anymore, I cannot like Millie. I cannot. You see, the problem with me really being heads over heels for this girl... is that, my best friend also likes her. But he doesn't know I feel the same way about her and I am not planning on telling him anytime soon. I know he is crazy about her, I see it. I see how his eyes light up when he looks at her, or how his cheeks get red when they share a glance. I hear how much he likes her. He tells me all about how she touched his arm when they were laughing together

Every morning when I wake up I think about this problem, every night, before I go to sleep I feel the large amount of guilt hit me. I hate this feeling, I hate having to like the same person as my best friend, but yet again. I really like this girl, and to be completely honest, a little part of me hopes she likes me too. I know that sounds like such a shitty thing, but I can't really help it, at least my intentions aren't to try to sabotage their relationship.

I stared down at my desk, with many carvings engraved in the top. "This class is so boring."I turned around to the whisper, and saw Millie rolling her eyes playfully. "I know! Like we don't care." I whisper yelled, and she smiled at me, looking me straightin my eyes. My heart felt like it skipped a beat, leaving me to blink rapidly.

A shock of curiosity went through me, as I realized we didn't even need a pencil right now. "Uh Millie, just a quick question?" I smiled softly and she raised her eyebrows. "Hm?" "Why do you need a pencil when were getting lectured..?" I smirked and she looked down with a small smile. "Millie?" I asked again, after not getting a response. Her eyes travelled to my red face again, before she fidgeted with her earring. "I didn't actually need it, it really was an excuse to talk to you." She laughed, and I felt my heart skip a beat. Heat travelled to my face and I couldn't help but grin widely at my crush's response.

I wanted to flirt with her, and just casually let it happen. But before I could open my mouth, I remembered that I couldn't do this, I cant be going along with something that will hurt my best friend. It seemed like she was waiting for a response, and I felt so bad for not being able to say something back, so I just sighed, and replied with, "Aww." And I swallowed the lump in my throat, which made it even worse. I looked at her, but she wasn't looking back. She was just looking at her desk and I felt guilt rush over me. She cleared her throat "I have to use the restroom ill be back." Her cheeks went red again, but this time I think it was from embarrassment, which I blamed myself for.

"O-okay." I nodded, and looked at her raise her hand. "Yes Miss Brown?" Mr. Smith called on her, with a roll of his eyes because of being interrupted with his lecture. "May I use the restroom please?" He shook his head, and she took a deep breath in before continuing "uh.. you see, it is a um female emergency." She bit her lip, hoping that he would believe her lie. "ooh, well then if that is the case go on ahead." He gestured towards the classroom door, and she nodded and got up from her seat. A few students had a look of disgust on their faces, as she exited the room when she cleared her throat.

I sat there and part of me hated myself for what I just did, but the other was proud because I don't want her to fall for me. But at the same time I have always wanted her to feel the same way...

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hey yalllll so I haven't updated this in so long, and next im gonna do another part of homecoming. Btw this is split into multiple parts as well!! How did yall feel about this ?

-savannah