Tears hurt more than words .

Confussion ??

Taylor Pov
~months later~

-12:27am
I couldn't fall asleep , so I was walking around downtown , I haven't had any nightmares about Deion , thanks to Mrs.Harris ! I was walking to the riverside , where all the cute couples come and enjoy each other's company . I just like listening to the river sway in the wind . I arrived by the bridge , God it was so nice and relaxing , I started to fall asleep standing up, but my eyes would always open when my knees would buckle . I didn't have on a jacket because it was April , all I was wearing was velvet black pants , a maroon Abercrombie and Fitch semi-thin sweater , and my white converse . I wasn't planning on walking far from the apartment maybe a block or two, but I just kept walking. About 30 minutes later the cute couples faded away into the darkness leaving me alone under a dirty white street light . When I realized I was alone , I headed back to the apartment but I didn't know which way I came from , usually the right is the right way to go so I started walking right . I went into a bar and ask a bartender where the UnionBay Apartments were . (I just made that up)

" Excuse me..." I started

"Hey ,how can I help you?" the bartender asked.
I looked at his name tag and his name was Cameron.

"Well Cameron... I was wondering where the UnionBay Apartments were , I need to get back home."

"If you wait about 10 minutes , I can walk ya home," he said winking at me.
Was this guy hitting on me ? that's kind of rape, you have to be an adult to work in bars I'm still 15. I waited for him though , I don't like walking by myself downtown anything can happen. He came out from the back with his jacket and we started walking outside , I swear it got colder and I was shivering like crazy !

"Hey , are you cold," Cameron asked.

"A little, but I'm ok, I swear!"

"No you're not," he said and took off his jean jacket and put it around me, Lord, Jesus his muscles bulging out of his shirt was the most beautiful thing ever, but how was he not cold?

"How are you not cold?" I asked.

"Because I'm a boss", he said acting childish. I laughed.

" But I don't even know your name, you mind telling me?" he asked nudging my shoulder.

"My name is Taylor."

"Taylor. What a beautiful name, for a beautiful girl", he said looking at the stars. I smiled , at the fact he thinks I'm pretty.

"Thanks, Cameron. But , uhm do you know where you're going?"

"Absolutely ...... not! I just wanted to get to know you"

"Oh God! Seriously ?"

"Yeah , I think we're going the opposite direction of where you live."

I was so mad , we've been for a couple of hours and I was getting a little sleepy , I saw a nearby park bench and sat down for a while. He sat beside me , in awe, gazing at the stars. I started to doze off a little , but something caught my attention.

" Hey, Cameron do you see that?"

"No, what," he said sitting up.

I stood up and started walking towards that thing, but Cameron grabbed my arm.

"Taylor you're about to walk off the edge of the pond."

Shit, fuck, damn, he was right I was right at the edge. Whatever was on the other side of the pond was gone, I turned to Cameron and he wasn't there. It was that same figure that was across the pond.
I think it was a woman , a very slim / fit woman , and tall as ever. This lady was wearing a purple peacoat , black pants and black pumps .

"Hello", I asked

no answer

"Hello?!"

She ran towards me and tackled me right to the ground, knocking the wind out of me.

"Cameron!" I called out for him, because this lady was literally sitting on my chest and I'm a small person so it's not for me to lose my breathe quickly .

Cameron wasn't anywhere in sight and this lady was punching my sides , making it harder for me to breathe , I tried to push her off of me into the pond, but she rolled me over into the pond, I sank all the way to the bottom, just great! I swam my way back to the surface and hopped out the pond, freezing the death, it was getting way colder and all my clothes were ice cold, I was going to be sick sooner or later.

I walked out the pond and Cameron ran up to me.

"Taylor, why are you soaking wet?"

"Did you not see a woman push me into the pond?"

"No I was throwing something in the trash and turn to see you soaked."

Wow! All that happened in a short time period.

"Oh well, I don't know where she went, but boy was she heavy!"

"I'm sorry, how about I get you home ok."

"Oh yeah, that was supposed to be your original intention!"

"Oh be quiet...."

"Yeah , yeah!"

"Hey Taylor, I know we just met and all, but it's something about you that's really interesting, like the way your eyes sparkle in the moonlight, the way that fish tail in your hair makes you seem like everything in your life is perfect.... But it's not," he said walking towards me.

"Cameron..."

"Taylor, let me take you out, let me understand the rest of you, the respectful and sweet way."

"Cameron,that's like rape , I'm only 15."

"And I'm 16."

"How do you work in a bar?"

"They don't need to know my actual age, that's none of their business , but they'll hire anyone."

"Cameron, I don't know, I kind of don't like talking to people , people irritate my soul."

"See, that's what I like about you, you're just.... Everything!" he walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my hips and pulled me in closer to his chest.

"Taylor, I just want to hold you, even though you're clothes are soaking wet, your heart just warms me up."

"Cameron, that was the corniest thing I've ever heard!"

Cameron laughed and leaned in to kiss me, I kind of just let it happen, Cameron was cute. It wasn't just a kiss, this was the most passionate kiss like how it was in "The Notebook" but it wasn't raining. It was like the entire world stopped and everyone else exploded in ashes as our lips moved in sync, it was literally perfect. We pulled away and he hugged me as tight as he could.

"Forget the date?"

"Ughhhhh yeah."

"Why?"

"Uhm I don't know ... it was just..."

"I know right, magical!"

"You're very corny you know that?"

"Taylor , you love me."

"Can't love anyone I don't know."

"Alright, see how long that will be," he said winking at me.

Did I accept a stranger in my life? As my boyfriend? Yes , but no. Its something special about Cameron, and I'm going to find out what it is.

He walked me back to my apartment and Taylia was asleep, I kissed Cameron one last time, before running into my apartment to my bedroom and thanking God , for allowing me to walk outside tonight.