I had to sit and watch the tears roll down her cheeks. Her perfect face was tear stained and I hated seeing her like this. It broke my heart. All I ever wanted for her was for her to be happy.
"Severus, I don't know what to do. I love him dearly but I want a child so badly. Oh, it's such a mess. Help me!" Lily sobbed as she buried her head further into my shoulder.~
I was sat, marking some 4th year essays, when I heard a knock at the door. I recognised the soft beating immediately. It was Lily. I leapt up and ran to the door. What met my eyes was not the usual, cheerful Lily I was so used to seeing now a days.. Instead, Lily stood at my front door with tears spilling down her face.
"Lily, my dear, what has happened? Are you okay?" I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and led her into the house.
"It's James." she cried, "He can't have children." As she finished her sentence she broke down. I knew how much she wanted children. Ever since we were younger she had gone on about how she dreamt of being a mother. I could feel her pain.~
I held her closer, my mind racing with ways to cheer her up. I was no good at helping with her relationship problems, especially when all I wanted was for her to be mine. I wanted to show her that I was better than James, that I could give her the child she so desperately wanted. That I could be a better father than the good for nothing brute would ever be... I wanted her to see that I was meant for her. But, she was hopelessly in love with him, and he made her happy... How could I argue with that?
"Severus, what should I do? Talk to me. You always know what to do. You are my best friend." I shifted slightly as she reiterated the fact that I was just a friend to her, that I meant nothing more. "Severus? Please. I need you." The words rung in my ears, she needed me. I was her only hope. My heart jumped and my stomach fluttered. I was more desperate than ever to help her... But how? That was it! i had an idea, a stupid one at that, but an idea none the less. Before I could stop myself I had already blurted it out...
"I will be the child's father."
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The Gift of Life
ФанфикSnape had always loved Lily but she had never come to love him romantically.. But Snape is willing to do anything for Lily, even if it means having to watch James bring up his own son.