Friday, 25 October 2019
I've been sick for almost a week.
In and out of sleep. Getting up solely when it's necessary and feeling tired instantly.
The first day I vomited but now all I have is this constant pain. And tiredness.
But tomorrow I have go back to school. I can't skip anymore classes.
Only the thought of entering the gates of the school made my heart pound uncontrollably.
I knew I was getting nervous so I called my best friend. She always makes me feel better, even if only a little bit. But of course time to hang up finally came and I had to go to sleep.
Sleep, right.
It's almost five in the morning and even though my body is tired, my mind is filled with anxiety keeping awake.
I've been inside my confort zone for way too long. I saw this coming from miles away, but there is nothing I could have done about it that would've changed the situation I'm in right now.
I'm afraid. Not of something in specific, just about everything that hasn't been in my reach in the past couple of days.
I haven't fallen asleep this night.
I'm anxious.
I'm afraid.
And in three hours I have to be at school.
Yey me.
Yey life.
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Head High
Non-FictionI am eighteen now, and still scared. I haven't always been a scared person, life somehow made me that way at some point. Over the summer I learnt to fight back. I am still scared, but you don't know. Because I have my head held high. And mark my wor...
