Monsta [book 2]

07

santana's point of view

I've been in my office all day thinking about what Jooheon said. Is there a reason why he feels that way? Did I do something to make him feel that way? Is he not feeling enough love? Attention?

A knock on the door pulls me away from my thoughts. Emi, my assistant smiles as she walks in.

Emi: Not to bother you but your next appointment is here.

My eyebrows furrow together.

Me: I talked to all seven members already.
Emi: Yes but Lee has his appointment scheduled for today too.

Great, just great.

Me: Of course, send him in please.

She bows before leaving, not even a second later Lee walks in.

I haven't seen him face to face in years. Once I came back from college I rarely visited the Starship building. His eyes land on me and they widen.

Lee: S-Santana?
Me: Hey Lee, how's it going?

He smiles.

Lee: Pretty good, kind of confused why I'm here.
Me: Just the CEO being worried about his artists. He just wants to make sure everyone is okay.
Lee: So you're a therapist now? You went from being Monsta-x's assistant to therapist?
Me: I'm a real dream chaser.

He laughs before nodding slightly.

Me: So tell me how your day is going, I heard you're prepping for a comeback.
Lee: Comebacks are fun, an exhausting process but I'd do anything for the fans, I owe them that.

I hum.

Me: Owe them, huh?
Lee: I failed them before and I won't do it again.
Me: How so?
Lee: You haven't seen me in years but I know you know about the disbanding. As the leader of that group I failed.

He sighs.

Me: Disbanding happens for all kinds of reason, do you really think you're the reason?
Lee: No but I could have stopped it.
Me: Leaders have a tough job, everyone looks to them for guidance, almost like a parent. It's normal for you to feel like it's your fault. Have you talked to your members since it happened?

He shakes his head.

Lee: We sat in a confrence room, everyone said what they had to say and we all went our separate ways. As a leader, I let it happen.
Me: There was no closure.

He stays silent.

Hmmm.

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I tap softly on the door until I hear a faint "come in", Jooheon is laying down staring at the ceiling. I climb on top of him and straddle his waste, he gives me a small smile.

Jooheon: How was your day?
Me: Very interesting, how was yours?
Jooheon: Tiring.
Me: You look exhausted.

I lay my head on his chest, his arms wrap around my waist and I snuggle against him. He smells like fabric softener, a warm and inviting smell. A smile spreads across my face.

Me: Jooheon?

He hums.

Me: I love you.
Jooheon: I love you too princess.

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Changkyun has been acting like a little brat all day, he walks pass me and I fight the urge to thump him in his forehead.

Me: What is his problem?

Shownu shrugs as he continues to eat his dumplings.

I go into the living room to see him pouting on the couch. A few seats over is a pouting Minhyuk as well.

What the fuck is going on in this household?

Me: Why are you two so grumpy?

They point at me.

Me: Me? What did I do?
Changkyun: We haven't had sex in a week!
Minhyuk: You were suppose to go to the movies with me a week ago!

"You were suppose to sleep in my room last night."

Hyungwon complains as he walks in. He takes a seat in between the cranky twins and begins to pout as well, of course.

Me: I've been busy.
Changkyun: We're idols but we make time for you.

I stomp my foot.

Now, I'm the one pouting. Wonho walks in and places a kiss on my forehead. He sits down on the armchair and pulls me into his lap.

Wonho: You guys have learned nothing over the years.

He taps my thigh.

Wonho: Spread them.
Me: Do what?
Wonho: Spread your legs babygirl.

It's almost as if the word "babygirl" was the password because as soon as it left his lips my legs parted. He pulls my skirt up so my lace panties could be seen.

A soft moan escapes my lips as he licks and sucks on my neck. His hand slips inside my panties and he instantly finds my clit. His cold fingertips rubs it in small circles.

Wonho: Changkyun she's just as needy as you are, she'll deny it but look. She's basically fucking herself on my fingers.

I can't even deny it as I begin to grind down on his hand. He chuckles and nibbles on my neck.

Wonho: Baby take Changkyun upstairs and make him feel good, okay?

I nod.

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hi guys, idk if any of you are stays but i just want to say im really sorry ):

i don't stan but it's super sad whenever anyone leaves a group. hopefully he knows how much he's loved and how people will still support him no matter what 💞.

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Monsta-x was serving the upmost looks in the follow me video!! THEY LOOKed SO FUCKING GOOD.

my favorite songs off the album are : U R and burn it up. hbu (: ??