Monsta [book 2]

013

santana's point of view

We all sit in the living room, Shownu and I are an annoyed sexually frustrated mess. Minhyuk claps his hands together and sigh.

Minhyuk: It's come to my attention that our lovely Santana is going through something. She doesn't want to talk about it so she's trying to use sex to distract her.

Shownu raises his hand.

Shownu: I was fine being a distraction.

Kihyun covers his mouth. Shownu pouts as Minhyuk continues his speech.

Minhyuk: This relationship is a healthy flower and to continue that there should be no secrets.

I scoff, hard.

No one notices except Jooheon.

Hyungwon: We can't make her talk about it though, that's rude.
Wonho: And unethical.
Jooheon: And burdensome.
Changkyun: And stupid.

Minhyuk groans.

Minhyuk: Duh, however we can't just fuck her and call it a day.

I'm literally begging for you to do exactly that.

Me: You use to.
Minhyuk: That was before all the feelings came along.
Shownu: So leader, what do you propose we do?

He hums.

Minhyuk: No sex until the situation is resolved.

Everyone disagrees, even Changkyun. I send him a subtle glare before looking back at Minhyuk.

Wonho: Lets not get crazy.
Minhyuk: You guys can survive without sex for a little while.
Hyungwon: Once upon a time yes, but she's..

Hyungwon looks at me and smiles.

Hyungwon: She's Santana! We can't deny a princess of her needs.

Preach Wonny, preach.

Minhyuk: Fine since you guys can't control your hormones, I will withdraw.
Kihyun: Meaning?
Minhyuk: I will not have sex with Santana until she talks about her problem.

My eyes widen.

Me: That's some type of sexual blackmail! Sexual manipulation!

Jooheon chuckles.

Jooheon: She has six other people to have sex with Hyung, I'm sure she'll be fine without you.

Minhyuk's eyes widen to the size of soccer balls.

Minhyuk: What is that suppose to mean?
Jooheon: Name one thing you do better that she'll miss you for?

Oh my gosh.

Wonho: Not to toot my own horn but I'm pretty sure you don't eat her better than me.

This is not what I wanted to happen.

Minhyuk: Have you ever made her cum in under five minutes? I have.
Shownu: Lies!
Minhyuk: Truth!
Changkyun: Show us!

I hide my face in my hands.

Kihyun: Has he?
Me: Kihyun!
Kihyun: What? Are you seriously being shy right now?

Can the universe just swallow me right now? I stand to my feet before this situation can escalate.

Me: Minhyukie, lets go get a tea or coffee or whatever!

He smiles at my defeat.

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We've been staring at each other quietly for ten minutes now. I take a sip of my latte, he takes a sip of his hot chocolate, then we continue staring.

Minhyuk: Well?

I cross my hands not knowing how to say it.

Me: I think someone is cheating on me.

He chokes on his drink.

Minhyuk: What?
Me: I seen messages on someone's phone and it was from a girl and she seemed really needy.

His mouth hangs open.

Minhyuk: Who?
Me: Changkyun.

He ponders for a moment, trying to think of the next words to say very carefully.

Minhyuk: Are you sure?
Me: I know what those text said. Do you know anyone named Lynn?

His face falls.

Minhyuk: Um.

I raise an eyebrow.

Me: Minhyuk.

He sighs.

Minhyuk: While you were away at college he became close with some girl.
Me: I thought Hyungwon was the only one that dated?
Minhyuk: What Changkyun and Lynn had they never labeled it as dating.

My stomach starts to turn.

Minhyuk: So we had no idea they had something going on, she seemed like a bestfriend to him.

My throat runs dry, not knowing what to say I just nod my head.

Me: She called him baby, she begged him to answer his phone because she missed him. Not to mention he's been acting distant the past week.

Minhyuk holds my hand in an effort to make me relax. A sigh leaves his lips.

Me: How do I deal with this?
Minhyuk: For the first time in forever, I have no advice.

It's silent.

Minhyuk: Sex?
Me: Yes please.

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It's two in the morning and I have to work tomorrow. Instead of getting much needed sleep I'm sitting in the kitchen eating fruity pebbles.

The adult way to approach this situation is just asking Changkyun who she is and what do they have going on.

But something in me won't let that happen, I'm actually afraid to know.

"What are you doing?"

Speak of the devil and he shall appear. I look up at Changkyun and he has a hoodie and sweatpants on. He either just came back and I didn't hear him or getting ready to leave.

Me: Did you just get home?

He nods.

Changkyun: Hyung and I stayed late at practice today.
Me: They're all your hyungs.

He chuckles and I almost smile, almost.

Changkyun: Jooheon.

I don't say anything, he walks over to me and places a soft but timid kiss on my lips. I don't kiss back so he pulls away.

Me: Are you cheating on me?

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"touch me, tease me, feel me up."

goodmorning!