Lucky 13.

IM BACK

Ed stays by my side 24/7.
But today he is gone. I don't know where he is.
After 20 minutes I get worried and panic.
What is he doing. Why didn't he tell me where he was going.
I can't handle this right now.
He's not coming back.
I'm alone once again.
He promised me he would leave but he did.
I start breathing fast and crying hysterically.
The next thing I know I hear the door then see a blurry Ed running to me.
He just hugs me then picks me up.
He carries me to my room and in his arms I almost forget why I was crying.
He puts me on one side of the bed and then lays next to me.
"Taylor it's ok now." He says to me
"Why did you leave me?"
I begin to feel tears rush to my eyes.
"I was only gone for an hour. I didn't think It would be a problem. I'm sorry babe. I'm here now though and that's all that matters."
I look at my wrists and see the scars. I want to feel ok. I really do.
Ed gets up. I don't say anything. I just lay in bed and close my eyes.
I feel stupid. I overreacted. I panicked and my anxiety got the best of me. I just hope Ed doesn't judge me.
I didn't even hear Ed come back in but when I open my eyes their is a tiny white kitten on my chest and Ed is standing there smiling.
"Oh my gosh Ed where did you get her?! When?!? I love you!"
She is the smallest thing ever and I love her to death.
"That's where I was today. Out getting her for you."
Ed smiles at me then kisses me.
"She reminds me of Olivia when she was younger"
I say smiling.
"Let's name her becky and watch the fan base go wild!" I giggle.
"It's perfect" I say.

AUTHORS NOTE:
Surprise. I don't even know if anybody will read this. THIS FANFIC IS ON HOLD BUT I WILL UPDATE WHEN I CAN!!! Comment if you REMEMBER this fanfic cause it's been awhile.