Lucky 13.

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I picked up the scissors and rolled up my sleeve.

I turn over my arm and slide the blade across my arm.

One cut for John.

One cut for Harry.

One cut for Taylor.

One cut for Connor.

One cut for Jake.

One cut for Joe.

And Ed. I think about Ed. Was it my fault. It had to be my fault.

I stab the scissors into my arm and bite my lip as the pain travels up my spine.

I feel dizzy. The pain is everywhere and the cuts are deep.

Finally I was being punished for all the times I had messed up. I deserved this.

I want to cut more but the room becomes blurry.

I walk or the fridge and grab a beer.

I sit on my couch and chug the beer.

I have the taste of beer but it clears my head.

My arm is still bleeding. A lot.

I try to forget the pain and focus on the tv.

I stand up to use the restroom but I can't focus on anything.

Then suddenly everything goes black.

AUTHORS NOTE:

So another short chatter but Taylor Swift LIVESTREAM TODAY!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!

So this fanfic took a bit of a twist. It went from sweeran to depression. Sorry. Their will be more romance I promise. Next update will be Wednesday probably.

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