Ezra's Depression

Chapter 9

This chapter is dedicated to DawsonPoynter3 who pushed me into organizing my time and finishing this chapter earlier. DawsonPoynter3 I hope this chapter is up to your expectations( because it's dedicated to you and if you hate it, it will be really awkward. Let me know what you think on the comments😊)

Ezra's p.o.v

I sniffled singly as one of the nurses led me to my room. We walked through a long hallway with doors on bring colors. Sabine would appreciate the decor for sure.

To my surprise, we reached an elevator. I followed the nurse in.

"I didn't know there were lower levels" I said trying to break the silence. The nurse kept looking forward. Of course she did. Who would want to speak to a waste of time like you? You're just a patient. Another burden for her and everyone else.

I tried my best to shove the demonic voices in the back of my head. I promised Kanan and Hera that I would get better, so I could go back. I promised them I'd be happy, so I can make them happy. The elevator stopped with the annoying sound of metal hitting metal. The lights flickered slightly as the door hissed open. I whimpered as I look at the hallway before me. It was dirty and the white lights turning on and off constantly made it seem more threatening. I hissed when I felt the nurse touch me shoulder. It was fine with Kanan, Hera, Sabine and all the others but, when it came to anyone else, even while wearing clothes I felt pain shot through me whole body.

When I did not move, the nurse pushed me forward violently. Before I could react she grabbed my arm and started dragging me forward.

"H-Hey stop!" I tried to shout but my voice was caught on my neck and what came out was a whisper. We stopped outside a silver door. It did not look like a room door, more like a cell door of an imperial prison. It had a nail net around it. Some dried blood could be seen.

I was so taken aback by the sight in front of me that I hadn't realized the nurse had dialed the code until the door opened with a hiss and I was shoved inside. The door closed behind me, leaving me to complete darkness.

I started panicking, my breath was stuck in my lungs. I suddenly felt a snap inside me, like the only thing keeping me stable was cut off. In my socked state it took me some time to finally realize why I felt like so empty, so alone. My shared bond with Kanan was...gone. H-how? Why?!

Are you really wondering why? Why should he keep connected to a waste like you? Why would he care for a mental boy? A street rat that can barely use, let alone understand the force.

No no, no, no, no, NO!
He promised. H-He promised.

The ringing in my ears started fading and was soon replaced by something else. Something that was there as soon as I got out of the elevator. But, I was too panicked to pinpoint it, until now. Screams, they were screams. Screams of children in my age, some even sounded younger.

My vision was getting blurry from the lack of oxygen. I was trying to force my self to breath but, I could not. The screams started echoing in my mind as I closed my eyes and let the tears fall. The dizziness started taking over and felt my self taking one last shaken breath before I passed out.

I know it's a small chapter but, I plan on updating more often this story. In order to do that though, I'll have to write smaller chapters in order to update them faster.