Ezra's Depression

Chapter 15

Sorry for not updating for so long. I was busy with homework. A lot of homework. Also you should check my friend's _DaKawaiiPotato_ story 'A Broken Angel', it's amazing and has so much potential. Make sure to vote and leave a nice comment too. I know I can count on you guys to show support. By the way, this chapter will be a little annoying because it will constantly switch from Ezra to the crew until... Well, you'll see. As always, be on the lookout for violence and mentions of rape as I have come up with yet another dark chapter. Anyway, on with the story!

Ezra was trembling hard. Doctor Lee had left to take a call. With shaking hands he tried to pull his pants back up. He tried to think about anything but what just happened, trying to erase the memories of yet another rape. He just sat there trying to calm his racing mind. He had to warn his friends, he would not allow Doctor Lee to hurt them too.

Ezra breathed in heavily and stood up his legs hurting. He felt so sore all over his body but, he would not let that stop him. Nothing would. Ezra stood in front of the door of his 'room's. It was not an automatic door so thankfully it was not magnetically locked. Ezra hadn't used the force in months but, he had no other choice. If he waited for the others to find him, it would be too late. They would fall right into doctor Lee's trap and it would be his fault. His friends would go through the same and worse because of him. He would never forgive himself if it got to that point.

Ezra reached through the force, not with a peaceful mind but a fearful heart. He heard the lock slowly turning. Something was wrong though. He didn't feel the usual warmth he felt every time he used the force. Even back then, when he felt numb every day, the calm and warm flowing of the force were some of the only things he could actually feel. Now? Cold overtook his body and mind and Ezra shuddered. His vision started getting red and he knew he would not be able to resist the pain any longer.

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Hera walked closer to Kanan also keeping a tight grip on Sabine's wrist.

"Hey, it's okay Hera. Calm down. You're kind of hurting me" Sabine whispered softly, a little scared of Hera's over protectiveness.

"No, nothing about this is okay. I'm not letting you go until we're out of this place" Hera said firmly as they walked through the seemingly endless hallway. Most patients were being escorted to their room by now since it was late afternoon. Kanan sighed as he slightly taped through the force to his and Ezra's now completely shattered bond. It was not completely gone. Only death could completely sever a bond between two force sensitives but, it was effectively blocked.

Kanan was at a loss of what to do. Should he open the bond now, or wait until they were out of here so he could talk to Ezra first? Maybe it was for the best to do it now. When they came here they hadn't planned for it to be a rescue mission, who know what's gonna happen until they're out of here? He should probably wait though. He should get to talk to Ezra first, do this properly.

He suddenly stopped as he realized they were just outside Doctor Lee's office. Hera and Sabine collided with Kanan due to his sudden stop of movement.

"Dear?" Hera asked gently placing a hand over his shoulder.

"Get back! Get back! " Kanan whispered harshly and grabbed Hera and Sabine shoving them behind the nearest wall. Right on que, two rooms after doctor Lee's office the wall opened in two and the doctor himself walked out. In his face was a look of complete satisfaction. He opened the door to his office humming to himself, got in and closed the door behind him.

Hera, Kanan and Sabine walked off their hiding place and stared at the closed door just to make sure Doctor Lee would not becoming back anytime soon. They all let out a breath they hadn't realized they were holding.