Warnings: death, blood, puking, accepting death, hananaki disease
Ship: no spoilers for you
Grian POV
I sit there hunched over the toilet staring at the blood and flowers I just puked, I cough blood, I feel the tears rise in my eyes as I hug myself, I lay against the wall and stare dazed at the door, surgery didn't go well, I still have hananaki disease, I wanted not to love him, I wanted us to be friends instead of having a chance of ruining it, but fate had a different plan, I smile at the image of him, I love him and I know it, but I know we could never work.....his heart belongs to another, so I'll sit here.....and I'll pass away peacefully.......
I stare at the door as I hear banging on it and despite pleads, I'm sorry......but I would have my death no other way, I feel my vision darken and the world begin to spin as the door breaks down, I smile at doc, and close my eyes falling into my final rest.
