Trigger warnings: abuse, panic attacks, angst, mention of assault,
Ship: scar x cub
Scar pov
I sit in our room clutching my eye that bleeding from the cut cub gave me...I cover my mouth to force myself not to let out a sob knowing fully well cub next to me asleep in bed..and if I woke him up....god knows what he would do...he's been acting different since......
Flash back time
I walk up to cub,"hey cub!" I shout and smile walking over leaning on my pickaxe,"oh hey scar..." cub says as he works on a machine,"whatcha working on?" I say leaning on the pickaxe abit,"a machine so we can get more convex power" cub responds as he grabs a wrench, I stop and look at him,"cub I don't think that's a good idea." I say as I stand up straight now the pickaxe now in my tool belt, "why not? We are convex we should get more power" cub says look up at me, I give a concern look but sigh and nod giving in
A week later still in flash back
I dust off my hands as I look proudly at my work before flying back to concorp and seeing cub, we haven't talk much since last week, I wonder how that machine going, I think to myself as I land and spot cub, "cub!" I shout running over and I see him turn and glare at me.
i freeze in the spot I'm in,"cub? what's w-" I am cut off as a harsh smack comes at my face, sending me to the ground clutching my cheek,"c-cub?" I say as I feel abit of tears begin to appear in my eyes,"shut up will you? I'm busy can't you see that, god you're so lazy" cub says with a cold tone that sends shivers down my spine, "I-i just wanted to see how you were doing, and wanted to know if you wanted to see my latest build..." I respond as I stand not expecting for cub to harshly grab me by my hair and force me to look at him,"I don't want to see your stupid builds, I don't even know why you bothered no one likes them" cub says with a hiss before throwing me back on the ground making my hat fly to the ground aside me, "cub.... this isn't cool cut it out" I respond feeling my tears begin to fall.
"I don't know why I even bother with you, no one likes you, all the hermits would be better off without you" cub says as tears fall from my eyes, this....hurts hearing it from him..... because I love him.... I feel tears fall, "I want a damn apology for you wasting my time!" Cub hiss and I flinch back and sob, "i-I'm sorry" I respond, why? Why is he angry with me, cub glares "go inside I don't want to see you out here again, let alone building anything with your ugly style"n cub says, I feel more tears appear in my eyes as I stand running inside into my room,
Flash back end
I feel arms wrap around my waist pulling me close, I tense and look at him, I see his hatred eyes staring at me,"get up. Shara wants to meet" cub says, I nod and stand up and go get dressed putting a eye patch on my eyes as I enter the bathroom failing to notice cub following behind, I feel breathing on my neck and I tense as I look at him.
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I land at shara with cub and stay silent and by his side as I see mumbo and grian and iskall t the enterance, "cub! Scar!" Iskall says greeting us, cub says a simple hello and I just wave trying to ignore the concerned glances from iskall and grian, mumbo drags cub off to talk about some stuff as iskall stays behind as well as grian, I stay silent looking at the ground.
"Scar....is something wrong?" Grian says walking over to me as iskall follows, I feel a lump in my throat, and I shake my head, breaking down into full sobs, I see their eyes widen as iskall grabs me hugging me, I sob into his chest and I try to speak for the first time in months,"i.....i ugh....I cub.....he's........convex......power....abuse" I try to speak threw the sobs as I holds onto iskall as grian contacts xisuma, their eyes filled with concern, "we knew something was up....the hole sever did when you stopped coming around and building," iskall says as he rubs my back, I sob into his chest, all this pain.....it's been to much...I love cub but....I can't do this.
Xisuma showed up and angrily used his admin powers to freeze cub and tie him up before dragging him off to god knows what to slowly remove the convex powers he spat anger words at me, I can't help but sob more, I loved cub I loved him with everything I had..... but.....he let the power get to him........I don't even know if I could ever face him again,
The end...? Idk I kinda rushed it at the end?
