Warnings: suicide Attempt, cutting. Feeling unwanted, like a burden. Sobbing
Ship: doc x grian
Grian's POV
I finish a build smiling happily, I hear footsteps land behind me and I turn around, "h-" I'm cut off by a harsh slap, I land backwards staring wide eye at the group of the hermits,"g-guys? What's....going on" I say as I hold my cheek, "we don't want you here, " xisuma says stepping out of the crowed, "w-what?" I say with a hurt tone, "we never wanted a burden like you!" Iskall shouts as he points his sword at me, "b-but architect buddies?" I say as I feel tears gather in my eyes, "you a disappointment " joe says glaring, I flinch back and crawl back abit, "your worthless" ren says with a sharp tone, I feel tears gather in my eyes,"h-h-hippie buddies?" I mumble, "don't you get it? We don't want you here! Leave or kill yourself I wouldn't care either way" mumbo says, I feel tears fall from my eyes,"b-but you invited me here m-mumbo!" I say as my voice begins to break, "I invited you, so you would get it threw your thick skull that no one cares about you! Not here! Not evo! And your probably the reason Sam did the stuff he did!" Mumbo shouts, I let out a sob, "kill him," mumbo says with a cold tone, "with pleasure" iskall says before stabbing me in the chest.
I shoot up sitting breathing heavily as my eyes dart around the camper van, I feel tears fall from my face, I shakily get up noticing that I'm in the hippie area, I grab my strap on wings and attach them as I grab a knife and take off into the air with rockets, I fly past area 77 and into hermit vile, I feel tears gather in my eyes as I land on top of the roof of my tower, I unattached my strap on wings and I sit on the edge, I feel tears gather in my eyes, they don't want you here, I let out a sob as I raise the knife to my arm and begin to crave into it feeling the sting pain.
Doc's POV
I finish the security system and smile, I hear rockets go off and I see grian flying...."was...he shaking?" I mumble as I attach my strap on wings and take off into the air following him.
I see him land and take off the strap on wings, my eyes widen as I try to fly faster, I see him pull out a knife and begin to crave into his arm, "grian!" I shout as I land and stare at him wide eye, he is noticeably startled and he stares at me wide eye, "d-d-doc?" He says with a broken tone, I see his face damped with tears and his eyes bloodshot.
"don't do this...." I say as I take a step towards him, "n-no d-don't stop me p-please...." he says as he stands up taking a step back towards the edge, my eyes widen as tears begin to gather in them, "don't do this....we care about you-" he cuts me off,"bull! I'm a b-burden! I-I know I a-am!" He shouts with tears in his eyes, I take a step closer, "grian...your not a burden! We care and love you! Don't do this....I can help you!" I say with a pleading tone, he hugs himself sobbing, "please...I-it hurts...l-let me die.." grian says, I shake my head,"no can do...please grian..,come here..." I say with a pleading tone.
"I-I'm sorry" he says before taking a step back and falling, my eyes widen and I jump grabbing him and let my wings carry us down as I hold him tightly, "why didn't you let me die! I w-wanted to die!" He shouts as he hits me, "shh...let it out" I say softly, "I c-could have stopped all of this! I could h-have stopped b-being a b-burden!" he sobs as he keeps hitting me, "your not a burden....we love you" I say softly, "please...let m-me die!" He shouts as his hitting gets weaker and he begins to sob into my chest, I hold him as I walk into his tower and sit with him on his bed, his face buried in my chest sobbing, I hold him close as his sobs slow down and I feel him relax into my arms, I look down at the small hermit curled up in my lap his face buried into my chest, I feel my face heat up as I move the hair out of his face, "I'm gonna be here for you....I'll help you...." I say softly as I hold him closer, "we don't deserve you grian..." I say softly as I kiss his forehead and hold the fragile hermit in my arms.
