Day 10: 11/22/12
Yesterday, I decided to spend some more time with Liam before I gave him a chance. I mean, I want to test him just to make sure he's actually being truthful about loving me. I don't want to repeat the past.
I called him and asked him if I could hang out with him at his house. He automatically said yes, to come over around 6:30 pm. I was going to tell Louis, Harry and Zayn but decided against it. They're not my parents. But I did tell my mum that I was going to Liam's. Greg was back at college.
Yesterday went slow, torturing me. So you can image what today was like. Slowww. It seemed like every minute was an hour. Until finally 5 o'clock came and I got ready. 6:20 came and I started the walk to Liam's house.
So here I am walking on the street, feeling like I'm being watched. I sneak a peek over my shoulder and see a shadow. I increase my pace but still have the creepy feeling. That and the fact that it's chilly and dark out isn't helping with my nerves.
I finally get to Liam's house and ring the doorbell. The door opens and Mrs. Payne is standing there smiling.
"Niall! Great to see you again dear. Please come in." she ushers me in welcomingly.
"Nice to see you again Karen." I reply remembering to call her by her first name.
"I'm guessing you're here to see Liam?" she questions.
I nod "Yeah we just wanted to hang out."
"You two would look cute as a couple." she winks at me and heads upstairs to get Liam.
I blush at the thought. We would not.
Liam and his mum come downstairs glaring at each other. She mutters something to him at which he blushes. Cute.
I did not just think that. Nope. You read nothing.
"Hey Liam." I say.
He snaps his gaze to me and his brown eyes crinkle in the corners from smiling "Hey Niall. We're going to have dinner first. Come on."
Yes! Dinner! I love my food.
I follow them into the dining room and sit down across from Liam.
"So what has the amazing Karen cooked today?" I ask as his mum comes with the food.
She blushes "Aw Niall. You're sweet. And to answer your question I made lasagna. Is that ok?"
Liam laughs "Mum? Did you just ask if lasagna was ok with Niall? He eats anything. He's not going to push any food away."
I grin "Liam's right Karen. I never turn any food down. Especially if you made it. You and my mum make the best food ever." I think back to when I was close to my mum.
Karen just giggles, sets our plates down and we begin to eat. It is delicious!
Throughout dinner, which was quiet but comfortable, I occasionally catch Liam looking at me. Making me blush which made him grin. Then I caught him biting his lip while looking at me. I almost choked on my food which made him laugh while his mum tried to help me. Bastard.
When we're done with dinner I thank his mum and we leave to Liam's room. This time I sit on the floor and he takes the bed. He throws me a pillow to sit on. I put it under my bum and sigh.
"What's wrong Niall?" he asks concerned.
"I want my Pillow Pet."
Liam's POV
"I want my Pillow Pet." Niall answers.
Oh my god! That is so cute! I can just see how adorable he would look with one!
Ok Liam calm down. It's just Niall with a Pillow Pet. Calm Liam calm.
"Why?" I ask stilling imaging Niall and the stuffed animal.
"Because it's comfy and soft and warm. And I can lay my head down on it." he shrugs.
Idea time!
"You can lay your head on my lap if you want." I offer.
He blushes but seems to think about it "Alright."
He gets up and lays down on the bed putting his head in my lap. He looks at me and smiles shyly before closing his eyes. He looks so peaceful and content that I can't help but run my hand through his hair. He tenses at first but soon relaxes.
We stay like this for a while. It's not awkward, it's more intimate. Maybe it's just me.
This is better than I imagined. The feel of Niall's soft hair under my hand is amazing. It has a soothing effect on me making me forget about my worries. Then I feel my hands tug at his hair and I hear a soft moan come from his mouth.
Niall's eyes fly open and look at me horrified "Did I just...moan?"
I smile "Yeah but don't worry it was cute."
I watch as his creamy skin turns a pink color as he blushes. I unconsciously cup his cheek with my hand caressing it. I realize what I'm doing and pull my hand back.
"Sorry." I apologize blushing.
"It's ok." Niall whispers still blushing.
A few minutes pass with him still laying his head on my lap, I'm not complaining.
"You want to listen to some music?" I ask.
"Sure." Niall responds sitting up and goes to sit on a chair.
I reach for my iPod, turn it on and hit play letting a random song play. It's Down by Jay Sean ft lil Wayne.
Baby are you down? [x5]
Down, down
Even if the sky is fallin' down
Down, down (oh)
Niall starts to sing and I swear he's a musical angel. His voice is so melodic.
You already know
Tonight is the night to let it go
Put on a show (show, show)
I wanna see how you lose control
So leave it behind, cause we have a night to get away (away, away)
So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape (escape, escape)
I sing the chorus thinking of how this sort of describes my feelings for Niall.
So baby don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only
No need to worry
Baby are you down? [x5]
Down, down
Baby are you down? [x5]
Down, down
Even if the sky is falling down
Just let it be
Come on and bring your body next to me
I'll take you away (ay)
Turn this place into our private getaway
So leave it behind, cause we have a night to get away (away, away)
So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape
So why don't we run away
We look at each other and sing the chorus together. I wish I could let him know that he's not alone. He'll be my only love, my one and only true love. And even if the sky is falling down he doesn't need to worry. I'll be here for him.
Next comes the lil Wayne's part. I point to him while I rap.
Down like he's suppose to be
He gets down low for me
Down like his temperature
Cause to me he's zero degrees
He's cold, over freeze
I got that boy from over seas
Now he's my Miss America
Now can I be his soldier, please?
I'm fighting for this boy on the battlefield of love
Don't it look like baby Cupid
Sending arrows from above
Don't you ever leave the side of me
Indefinitely, not probably
And honestly I'm down like the economy (Yeah)
He blushes but continues to sing along with me. By now were both standing up making kissy faces at each other and goofing off.
You'll be my only (oh)
No need to worry (oh)
Baby are you down [x5] (oh, the sky is falling down)
Down, down (oh, down)
Baby are you down [x5] (oh, the sky is falling down)
Down, down (oh, down)
Even if the sky is falling down
Oh, oh, the sky is falling down..
The song ends and I turn off the music. We both start laughing, our faces flushed from singing and goofing around. Wordlessly Niall lays down, head on my lap again.
"So I'm your Miss America now?" he asks batting his eyelashes at me. I laugh.
"Yes you are my Queen." I play along.
"Alright but I ain't getting down low for you Payne." he smirks.
"Ugh fine. But I'm your soldier now too." I pout.
He laugh and pokes my lips sending electric currents through my body "Why?"
"Because I'll be fighting on the battlefield for your love." and with that I peck his cheek.
He tenses up and quickly get up "I uh better get going. Bye Liam." he opens the door but before he leaves he locks eyes with me, his shattered blue eyes shining with happiness "I had a great time with you." then leaves.
I smile lovingly after him. I had a great time with him too. He did let go, at least for a bit. We did put on a show, even if just for a few minutes. I saw how he can be if he looses control. He's fun and cute and just plain Niall.
Maybe, just maybe I'm getting through to him.
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http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AUgs_nj0QTI <----vid link :) cuz stupid site won't let me post it on the side :(
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