Day 12: 11/24/12
Today...is boring as hell. I have nothing to do. Besides eat, sleep and think. And eat some more.
Yesterday I thought about the ache in my chest. I brushed it off, not wanting to deal with it if it was love. I really hope it isn't. If it is, I'll only get hurt. I did nothing wrong to anyone, so I don't see why payback is being a bitch to me.
So I'm sitting on my bed hugging my penguin Pillow Pet, that my friend James gave me when we were younger, when my phone rings. I answer after I check who it is.
Liam.
Me: hellooo? Irish gay guy speaking.
Liam: Niall, do you always answer your calls like that?
I laugh, it would be hilarious if I did.
Me: nope. Just when you call.
Liam: I feel so special.
I can hear the sarcasm in his voice.
Me: you should be. I always answer with 'hello'.
Liam: anyways Irish gay guy. Would you like to meet me at the park at around 9:30?
I check the time 9:25. It's not too late.
Me: sure. I'll be there in five.
Liam: k. See ya.
Me: Irish gay guy out. Peace!
I hear him laugh loudly before he hangs up.
I get up off the bed leaving my penguin on my bed. I'm dressed in white skinny jeans, navy blue polo and sneakers, an ok outfit. I go downstairs to see my mum and Karen in the living room. Please don't notice me.
"Hi Niall." Karen greets me.
Damn. Leprechaun powers not working.
"Hi Karen, hi mum." I reply.
"Where are you going so late at night?" mum asks concerned.
I can't help but blush and Karen notices.
"Oh my god! You're going to see Liam aren't you?! Oh my god! That's so cute! Meeting at night, giving each other goodnight kisses." Karen squeals along with my mum.
"No! We're just...bye!" I manage to say before leaving the house. I hear them laugh behind me.
I shake my head. They are so embarrassing. It's like they expect us to get married or something. When pigs fly.
I check the dark sky just to make sure there are no flying pigs around. There aren't.
I make my way to the park and find Liam sitting on the swings, slowly swinging back and forth. The moonlight hitting his face, illuminating it and giving it a godlike glow. He's dressed in black jeans, white shirt and black converse. Just looking at him makes my heart race. Just a crush. That's all.
"Hey Liam." I say happily and join him on the swings.
"Hey Niall. Why are you blushing?" he asks looking at me.
"Well my mum and your mum we're talking about how cute we would look together. And when they realized I was going to meet you, they transformed into fifteen year old girls." I mutter.
To my surprise he starts laughing. He throws his head head back and laughs. His laugh is contagious and melodious sounding. I can't help but laugh along with him.
Liam calms down and smirks at me "You know, I bet we would look adorable together."
"In your dreams Payne." I smirk back.
"Do you read my mind while you watch me sleep Edward?" Liam asks in a high pitched voice.
"I'm sorry Bella but I can't help it." I play along using a deep voice.
He fake gasps "Edward! How could you? I told you never to do that again!"
"Bella I'm sorry but you were mumbling about spoons chasing you last time! It was too cute." I reply.
"Well you could've woken me up! What kind of boyfriend are you Cullen? Just leave me alone!" Liam screeches.
"But Bella I lov-"
"No! It's over Edward Cullen!" he puts up a hand to cut me off.
We look at each other and burst out laughing. Oh God! We should join the theater. We are way better than Louis. Yeah...we're not. No one is better at acting than Louis.
We finally clam down and that's when I start whining.
"Leeyumm!!" I whine.
He looks at me surprised "What is it Niall?"
"Push me." I reply bluntly.
He chuckles and I pout.
"Alright fine." he gets up and stands behind my swing.
He puts both hands on the chains and pushes me forwards. He keeps it up until I'm high enough to feel weightless for a few moments.
"Liam! I'm flying!" I call to him when I'm very high.
I hear him laugh "I never thought I'd see the day when leprechauns fly." he jokes.
"Not funny!"
"Is too!"
"Not!"
"Too!"
"Not!"
We continue our banter until I finally stop swinging. I get up and stand in front of Liam.
"Not!" I glare up at him since he's a bit taller than me.
"Is. Too." he replies eyes narrowed.
"Is not!"
"Stop acting like a child Niall." he scolds me.
Mwua? Acting like a child? Never!
"Am not!" I retort.
"Are too!"
"Not!"
"Are you sure?" he asks.
Oh. I glare at him while he only smiles at me sweetly.
"I hate you." I tell him.
"I love you too."
"I know you do." he blushes at that.
"Niall..." he starts.
Please not the feelings talk. I check the time. 10:50 pm.
"Liam I think we should be going back home. It's almost eleven." I inform him.
He nods and we start walking home in silence. We reach the intersection where we go our separate ways. I turn to him and smile.
"We should hang out more often." I say.
He grins "We definitely should." he agrees.
"Well...bye Liam."
"Bye Niall." he replies.
We smile at each other one more time before walking away from each other.
As I walk home I have that same feeling of being watched again. I dismiss the feeling. I only have one thought on my mind right now.
Is this more than a crush?
Liam's POV
I was having such a great time with Niall so you can guess how I felt when we had to go home.
Disappointed would be an understatement. More like crushed. I never wanted to leave him.
Being around Niall felt natural. As if we were meant to be with each other. Cliché I know but true. And when he called me Leeyumm, my heart went into overdrive mode. The things this boy does to me.
I'm interrupted from my thoughts by someone knocking on the door. It's not my mum. She decided to stay over at Niall's house for a while. I stand up from the couch, where I've been sitting on since I got home after changing into back sweats and white T-shirt, barefoot. I open the door and see a guy with black hair, brown eyes wearing jeans, red shirt and sneakers. His face is expressionless and he seems familiar.
"Uh hi? Do I know you?" I ask puzzled.
The guy smirks "No but I know you. I'm just here to make you a deal."
"What kind of deal? And how do you know me?" I narrow my eyes suspiciously.
"Doesn't matter how I know you. I'm here about Niall."
My eyes widen in realization. This guy is that asshole Tyler.
"What do you want with Niall?" I growl.
"Nothing much. Just a simple deal." he looks at me.
"Which is?"
"You hurt him." he replies calmly.
"I would never hurt him." I glare menacingly at him.
Tyler chuckles darkly "I knew you would say that. So here's the deal. You either hurt him emotionally. Tell him you don't love him, that he's worthless and a piece of shit. Or I hurt him physically. I'm sure he told you about how much I've hurt him before. Wouldn't want that happening again now would you?"
I gape at him wordlessly. I c-can't do that to Niall. But he'll get hurt either way if I don't.
"So Liam. What will it be? Will you hurt him? Or will I hurt him?" Tyler asks smiling sweetly. Bastard.
I could fake hurting him. Yeah I'll do that.
"And no faking. I'll be checking up on Niall. If you don't hurt him, I'll do it myself. And it'll be worse." he says as if reading my mind.
I really have no choice. He'll get hurt both ways.
"Fine." I finally tell Tyler.
"Excellent. See you around Liam." and with that he leaves.
I close the door with a bang. What did I just do? Well I can't back out now. I slowly pick up my phone and call his number. How am I going to do this? What will I tell him?
He picks up answering with a happy, elated tone. Not for long.
"Niall...we have to talk."
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Noooo!! LiLi don't do it!! :'( why?? It's not fair! Oh right, I know what's gonna happen XD thanks for the support!
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