You Want Me? Beg For Me [Niam]

~Day 14~

Day 14: 11/26/12

(back to Liam's POV)

"Liam sweetie, get up." I hear my mum call.

In response I groan, I do not want to get up. I pull the covers up over my head, hiding from the sunlight streaming into my room.

"Liam get up. You have school again today. If you don't get up soon, I'll have Niall come over and wake you up." she threatens.

I bolt out of bed and start to get ready. She laughs and exits my room, closing it behind her. I get ready in less than twenty minutes, it's 7:15 am, so I have half an hour before I have to leave. I plop down on my bed and stare out the window.

It's a beautiful day outside. The sun is bright, no clouds to be seen, the blue sky in full view. Why is it beautiful? It should be gloomy, rainy, cloudy, horrible after yesterday.

Oh God. Yesterday.

Yesterday was the worst day of my life. I honestly don't know how I managed to pull that off. I don't know where the words came from. All I know is that I was hurting inside while they spewed out of my mouth.

But I'm sure that's nothing compared to what Niall feels. I saw the pain clear in his eyes, those shattered blue eyes, tearing up, all because of me.

I want to apologize but I don't think he'll listen to me. I tore his mending heart apart, before it got a chance to fully heal.

I know a simple ' I'm sorry' won't work.

"Liam!"

"Coming!" I yell back. Zayn's here to walk to school with me.

I grab my stuff and go downstairs, Zayn is standing in the doorway looking around.

"Let's go." he says as soon as he sees me.

I follow him and we walk to school in silence. I really want to tell him what happened but I'm afraid of what he'll say. I know he and Niall don't hang out too much, but it's almost impossible to not be protective of Niall, wether you talk to him or not.

"Hey mate? You ok?" I snap out of my thoughts to realize we're at school already. Zayn is looking at me worried.

"Yeah I'm fine DJ Malik." I fake a smile while referring to his nickname. He once DJed at our school in London, hence where he got the nickname from.

He glares at me playfully and we go to our separate classes. I hesitate going in.

What if Niall's here? Will he yell at me? Punch me? Give me the cold shoulder? To be honest, him giving me the cold shoulder would hurt more then him yelling at me or punching me. At least then, I'll hear wonderful his voice.

As soon as I step foot into the classroom, I'm pushed up against the wall. My back hits the wall hard, making me wince in pain. Someone's hands are on my shoulders, I realize my eyes are closed, I open them and wish I hadn't.

There right in from of me is an angry Louis. His face is red with anger, his mouth twisted into a snarl, his usually blue eyes are now dark with anger.

"What the hell did you do to him Payne?!" he hisses at me.

I stare into his dark eyes, but I can see the rest of the class watching us, Harry and Justin glaring at me and Mr. Brenton nowhere in sight. I'm so going to die. I focus back on Louis.

"What do you mean?" I fake confusion even though I know what he's talking about.

He presses me harder against the wall "Don't play dumb with me Payne. What did you do to Niall? Do you have any fucking fucking idea of what he's going through? I thought you cared about him! You knew his past yet you hurt him!" he growls at me squeezing me shoulders hard. I'm going to have bruises tomorrow.

"H-how is he?" I ask timidly.

Louis shoves me painfully agaisnt the wall and takes a step back "After what you did to him, you have he nerve to ask how he is?! He's crying his eyes out. Sobbing quietly in his bed. His eyes are bloodshot from all the tears, talking to himself. Whimpering like a sad puppy. Calling your fucking name in his sleep!"

With each word, Louis starts to tear up until, a few tears escape.

I did that to Niall?

"I told him not to trust you, and I was right. I knew you would end up hurting him sometime." Harry says glaring at me.

Justin steps forward and jabs my chest with his finger "You are a heartless asshole! You didn't have to see care-free, happy-go-lucky Niall break down after Tyler. He was devastated. You broke his already broken heart. You fucking knew he was still hurt and you decided to hurt him again?! I thought you would heal him, but I was wrong. I hope you go to hell for this." his words hurt.

Mr. Brenton comes in and we take our seats.

"Fix this." Louis hisses at me one more time.

I will.

I just hope I'm not too late.