The Bad Girl Protects me (Camren G!P)

Cruel words and heartbreak

Camila's P.O.V

*Three Months Later*

I was in my room on my bed, Lauren sitting on the chair next to my bed. I don't know what's wrong with her and she's been off for the past week or so. She's all moody, distant, snapping at me and I had barely seen her. We haven't had sex in over a week either and trust me when it comes to Lauren and I, that is not normal. We can barely keep our hands off each other usually and I was beginning to think she was seeing someone else. She has been here for a couple of hours and had barely spoken two words to me. I put up with it, let her get on with it for a few days now and it was pissing me off especially because before this all started, we were madly in love with each other and she was treating me like the most beautiful girl in the world...now this.

"Lauren, what's wrong with you?" I asked softly not wanting her to get pissy at me
"Nothing, I'm fine." She snapped
"You clearly ain't Lauren. You have been moody with me, getting distant and you barely even touched me for the past week." I said my voice getting a little louder
"You are fucking imagining things Camila!" She hissed
"No I'm not. Tell me what the heck is going on. Are you seeing someone else behind my back?" I snapped back

With that she jumped to her feet, turned to me, and gave me a glare. She looks angry, I see the anger she had when I first met her...the darkness in her eyes? It was like it was back then and I never liked it.

"Seeing someone else? What the fuck? Why would you even fucking ask me that. You are meant to fucking trust me Camila and you go accuse me of that?" She hissed
"WHY FUCKING ELSE ARE YOU ACTING LIKE A COMPLETE ASSHOLE?!" I found myself shouting at her

I was glad my parents weren't home right now and if they were, they would hear me and Lauren shouting at each other.

"YOU ARE DOING MY HEAD IN THAT IS WHY. YOU ARE CLINGY AND ANNOYING THE FUCK OUT OF ME THAT IS WHY!" She shouted back

Clingy? Annoying? I know that is bullshit because I am nothing like that and she knows it. Though her words hurt me. I felt the tears build up in my eyes as I looked at her, but she had no emotion in her eyes as she looked at me.

"You don't mean that Lauren. You know I am nothing like that." I said not realizing that I was now crying
"Don't even try the tears Camila, they ain't gonna work and I mean every word I said. I should never have started this in the first place. I am 18 years old and I shouldn't been in a committed relationship. I should be having fun and screwing around." She said, a darkness to her voice when she said that
"I think you screwed around plenty before me." I hissed
"And I still should be. I should've just be done with you and what I was meant to. I only ever wanted to fuck you." She chuckled darkly

I felt my heart shatter with those words.

"You told me you love me Lauren and you clearly want more than sex with me." I sobbed
"I lied, it's what I do princess. I lie, cheat, and tell girls what they wanna hear until I get what I want. I am a bad girl after all Camzi, don't know why you ever thought I wanted this full thing. You see after I fucked you, I was just gonna dump your ass, but it was that good so I decided to keep you around for a little while. Now I'm bored." She smirked
"You don't mean that Lauren." I sobbed backing away from her

I have never felt pain in the way I am feeling right now. I looked at my finger where the promise ring was.

"You gave me this ring Lauren. You clearly felt something." I breathed out
"I feel nothing. I don't do feelings sweetheart, I told you that from the start. It was fun while it lasted." She smirked at me

I closed my eyes shaking my head as I sobbed and with that something snapped inside of me. I jumped to my feet, grabbing the ring from my finger and threw at her.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU LAUREN. I DONT EVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN. YOU ARE A COWARD. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE AND OUT OF MY LIFE!" I screamed at her
"My pleasure. See you around sexy. I may come back from time to time Camzi." She winked laughing loudly before walking out

I heard my front door slam and I slid to the floor completely breaking down. She can't mean all she just said to me? Things have been amazing between us. We were close...we always have fun...every time she looks at me, I see the love in her eyes. Surely no one is that much of a good liar? I have never felt so broken...so numb in my life. I grabbed my phone and called Normani.

"Hey hey sweet girl." She sang down the phone
"Normani?" I sobbed
"Mila, what's wrong? Are you crying?" She asked worried
"Lauren and I just broke up, I think. She told me she never loved me that she was only using me and now she is bored with me." I sobbed down the phone
"WHAT THE FUCK I AM GONNA KILL HER!" She shouted
"Normani why? What is going on with her? She has been off for the past week, has she said anything to you?" I asked trying to calmed myself down
"Mila I honestly don't know why she's being like that. She never meant any of it, you know that right? She loves you for real." She said softly
"Mani you didn't see her. She had no emotion in her eyes. The darkness was back Mani, a darkness I haven't seen in her for a while. Is she seeing someone else? You would tell me if she was right?" I said
"Of course I would tell you if she was seeing someone Mila. She's not seeing someone else Mila, I promise you that. There is clearly something else going on with her, something she doesn't want to tell anyone...tell you." She said sadly
"Maybe, but Mani the words she said to me...the way she said them, it seemed like she meant every word every one of them. She looked at me like she hated me Mani. I don't get it, things have been going amazing between us well that's what I thought." I said crying again
"Mila I wish I could be there for you right now. Don't give up on her, not right now. I think I may know what's wrong, but let me talk to her first okay? She does love you Mila with her whole heart. She was only telling me a couple of weeks ago. She thinks you are the one for her so please do not give up on her, not yet. Let me talk to her and get back to you okay? Keep your chin up Mila, I love you." She said
"I will try and I love you too." I replied before we hung up

Normani, Demi, and I had become close these last few months, the three of us considered each other best friends. Once I hung up the phone I opened the messages app to text Lauren, but then I changed my mind. I decided that I needed to calm down and put myself together. I decided that a warm nice shower would be a good start. I was wondering what Normani meant when she said she thinks she knows what is wrong with her. I need to know what's wrong with her...need to know if she really meant those words she said to me or she only said them cause she is hurting in some way. I just wish she would tell me and we promised each other no secrets. I felt the tears begin to fall again as I thought about what happened, replying her words in my head. I dropped to the shower floor, pulling my knees to my chest, and broke down once again. I felt lost...Empty...lonely without her. Surely someone cannot fake those feelings...those actions that Lauren has shown me these last few months. I gave her everything and I think that is another why this is hurting as much.

I must've stayed inside the shower for an hour before climbing out. When I came back to my room I put on some sweats and a hoodie then I checked my phone hoping that Lauren has been in contact or Normani to tell me what was going on, but nothing. I felt my heart break again. I climbed into bed, pulling the covers over me and broke down again. I reached over grabbing the tiger stuffed animal that Lauren won at the carnival for me that first day we finally got together. It was a comfort for me and I clung to it as I cried, feeling my eyes drift off. I think all my crying has stolen the energy I had left. Maybe when I wake up the next morning this will all be nothing but a bad dream, know that is not gonna be the case.

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