Jealousy and truths in Lauren's POV

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Lauren's P.O.V

I stood there as she walked away with him. I was beyond pissed and he knew the rules as for her she isn't meant to be liking anyone else except me. I felt like shit for the way I spoke to her, but she had pissed me off so much that I wasn't thinking. I decided to go after her and apologize, but by the time I got back she was nowhere in sight...shit! Where did she go? I can't see Shawn around either, surely enough she hasn't left with him? Surely she wouldn't do anything stupid to get back at me? These voices in my head with all of these questions were frustrating me. I spotted Demi and Kehlani hoping they knew where Camila is.

"Have you seen Camila?" I asked them
"She left about ten minutes ago with Shawn." Kehlani said
"Fuck!" I hissed turning around to punch the concrete post behind me
"Lauren, what the heck?" Demi asked shocked
"I fucked up big time. Now she is going to end up going on a date with him." I hissed
"What are you talking about about?" Demi asked "let me see your hand Lauren, to make sure you didn't break it." She said

I groaned showing her my hand. It was already swelling up and bruising. I could move it which means it's not broken. Demi studied it for a moment before looking at me, shaking her head.

"Why did you do that?" She asked puzzled
"Cause I messed up that's why. I said some things to Camila I really shouldn't have said and now she is gonna end up with Shawn now." I said annoyed

Demi looked at me or should I say glared at me. What is her problem?

"What did you do? So what if she ends on a date with him, it's not like you wanna date her Lauren. You can screw around and do what you want, so can she. She's not gonna wait around forever until you decide if you like her or not." Demi said
"You know what? I don't need this crap." I hissed walking away from them

I needed to get wasted. I headed over to where Lucy and the other were. She took a look at me and handed me a bottle of vodka and a joint. I happily took them from her, downing the half bottle and taking a couple of puffs of the joint.

"What is wrong with you?" She asked "did you find her?" She added
"Yes with Shawn, looking a little more comfortable." I hissed clenching my fists

Why was I this mad?

"Shawn?" She said a little disappointed
"Yes. Why does that seem to bother you?" I asked curious
"No reason." She said not looking at me

She likes him. She told me about some guy she liked, but never mentioned names.

"You like him?" I smirked
"Do not." She laughed "even if I did, what would be the point? We don't do relationships Lauren, it's safer that way." She shrugged

She has a point we don't. Lucy was another version of me when it comes to dating, hooking up, and life in general.

"I guess." I shrugged "you ever want to try it?" I asked

She shot around to face me, looking a little confused.

"A relationship?" She asked and I nodded "what do you think? How wasted are you?" She laughed "why does that appeal to you, a relationship with Camila I mean?" She asked
"What? No, what do you take me for? I don't do relationships and I sure ain't gonna start just so I can sleep with her." I laughed

What is with all this crazy talk?

"I know I must be wasted too. Let's forget about them two." She laughed "fancy a quickie?" She smirked

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