The Bad Girl Protects me (Camren G!P)

Reason and Truth

Lauren's P.O.V

I rushed out of Camila's house to my car and as soon I was in it, I lost it. I broke down and started punching the fuck out of the steering wheel. I hate that I had to do that to her, but I never had a choice it was safer that way...safer for her. I felt my heart breaking as I said those things to her. I never meant the words I said to her and the look in her eyes is gonna haunt me for the rest of my life. I was the one that was meant to protect her not destroy and break her heart. I leant my head on the steering wheel and for the first time since I was a kid, I cried. I got pulled out of my thoughts when I heard my phone ringing. A part of me hoped it was Camila calling, but why would she call me after what I just did to her? I see Normani's name flash across the screen and I answered in time, but before I could say anything Normani beat me to it.

"Lauren Jauregui what the fuck are you playing at?" She said pissed off
"You spoke to Camila?" I asked sadly
"Yes, she is heartbroken. Why would you say those things to her when you never meant any of it. What is going on Laur?" She said a little calmer
"Cause he is back that's why. I don't want Camila around him, you know what he is like. It's better than this way because having him back in my life makes me angry and Camila deserves better." I said finding myself to cry again
"What? When? How? I had a feeling that it what it was." She said
"A week ago, he came back all nice and sweet and you know how vulnerable my mom is. She believed it...took him back. He has been playing the nice guy, but I can see right through him that's when he is most dangerous." I said getting angry

My sperm donor decided to show back up last week and now he is back staying with us. My mom is falling for his crap, but I know that it's all lies. I don't blame my mom though.

"Lauren, why did you not just tell her? It's Camila." Normani said sighing
"Cause I am ashamed that is why. Plus I don't want her anywhere near him. It's safer that way and I fucking hate myself for saying those things to her." I replied
"Do you really think she would judge you on that? She loves you Lauren. You need to sort this out or you are gonna lose her for good and that I know will destroy you. You either tell her Lauren or I will, she doesn't deserve any of this." Normani said
"I know, but she can do better. What if I turn like him Mani? What if I hurt her? She is better off without me." I sobbed
"Should she not be the one to decide that?" Normani said
"It is better this way okay?!" I snapped hanging up the phone.

I knew everything that Normani said was the truth, but I can't deal with it right now and Camila sure as heck does not need to be around with him there cause he is evil, perverted, abusive asshole that likes 18 years old girls and I don't even want him looking at her. I calmed myself down before starting the car and driving away from Camila's house. I didn't want to go home, but I had to because I don't like the thought of my mom being alone with him for too long. Five minutes later I finally pulled up in front of my house, but I sat inside my car for like ten minutes taking a few deep breaths. I sighed as I looked at Camila's promise ring and I was hoping I would be able to give it back to her, but I'm not sure if that's ever going to happen because within the space of five minutes I broke most of the promises that I said to her. After a few minutes of sitting in my car, I finally got out and started walking through my front door and as I did, I heard screaming and shouting.

"You never fucking learn do you? You worthless bitch. Your daughter isn't here to protect you because she would rather be with her little whore." I heard him hiss

With him speaking to my mom that way and saying that about Camila something inside of me snapped...an anger took over me that I never knew I had. I barged inside and as I did, I saw him slapping my mom. I ran towards him, grabbing him, and pushing him against the wall and grabbed him by the throat.