Stay With Me (Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)

A Sea Of Rummors

Regan POV

I woke up early in the morning to my phone constantly buzzing with different notifications and text messages.I tried to nudge my head into Shawn chest more hoping that it would zone out the vibrations coming from my phone.

It didn't work.

I sighed and rolled over on my side to pick up my phone. I unlocked my phone and went to twitter.

A ton of hate was going through my twitter feed. All of them basically summed up to people saying "she's a feaking slut!"And "she's pregnant!?"

I continued to check through my Instagram, Vine, Tumblr and it all had the same hate comments. I was beginning to get overwhelmed with everything I just started crying.

I quietly got out of bed and trudged to the bathroom. I shut the door and looked in the mirror. My hair was a mess, my eyes were red and puffy and I was all around ugly

I searched the bathroom for something sharp. I finally came across my razor. I broke it apart and took one of the blades.I slightly pulled up my hoodie to reveal some remarks of unharmed skin, for now.

I slid the blade across my hip multiple times. Each cut,each second, each tear, they all added up to how worthless I am. Once one side was filled with cuts and blood, I continued on the next.

"23,24,25" I counted each time the blade sliced my skin. Tears continued to pour out of my eyes with every cut that laid upon my skin.

Suddenly the bathroom door opened and I saw Shawn staring at me. "I heard you crying? Are you ok."

Shawn POV

My heart sank when I finally looked down to my poor and helpless girlfriend standing there with blood falling from her sides. "I'm sorry...." She mumbled.

"What happened Regan?" I questioned while walking towards her. She just stood there looking at her feet with the blade contained in her hand.

I slowly reached for her hand and carefully took it into my own. "Why?" I simply asked. "People are spreading rumors saying that I'm pregnant and then people started hate again." She barely murmurs out.

I took out my phone and scrolled through twitter. All the hate was directed towards Regan only. "I'm calling your brother." I stated. "No...Please.." She begged with tears in her eyes. I shook my head and dialed Jack's number. i set the phone on the bathroom counter and put it on speaker. I picked up Regan and set her on the counter next to the phone.

The phone rang a couple of times as i went to grab a rag and poured some water on it. "Hey shawn." Gilinsky greeted over the line.

"I have some bad news." I said and dabbed the damp rag against Regan's cuts. She whimpered in response and i looked up giving her a concered expression.

"what happened?" Gilinsky asked. "Go on twitter." I explained as i continued to clean Regan's wounds. After a few seconds of silience Gilinsky's voice reappeared on the line. "Is she ok?" He asked.

i looked up at Regan a nudged my head towards the phone indicating that she should speak. She shook her head no.

"I found Regan in the bathroom." I began. But it didnt take long for her brother to catch on. "I'm flying over there to see you guys." Gilinsky started. "No, Jack. I'm fine." Regan finally spoke out. "Don't argue with me Regan. I'm booking a flight." Jack instructed. She just looked down at her feet in response. Then the line went dead.

"Why don't we get out of the house and forget about this?" I suggested. "Starbucks?" Regan nodded and wrapped her arms around my neck as i wrapped mine around her back. "Thank you" She whisperred into my ear.

"I love you beautiful." I replied as i pulled away from the hug and planted a light kiss on her forehead.

Regan POV

I began getting dressed to go out with Shawn. I threw on a pair of black leggings and some white knee high socks. I matched it with a thick cream colored knitted sweater. I slid on a pair of brown rider boots and a white beanie with small golden spikes.

I stuck with some light foundation and some mascara. Just to touch up my hair, I took out my curling wand and made loose curls at the ends of my hair.

I walked out of the room with my phone in hand. Shawn was already waiting fofr me downstairs.

Shawn POV

When Regan met me downstairs, we walked out the front door hand in hand and began walking towards Starbucks. "You ok now princess?" I asked her. She nodded with a smile. "What are you gonna buy to drink?" I asked attempting to change the subject.

"Something warm." She replied. "I'll keep you warm baby." I attempt to flirt while wrapping an arm around her shoulder. Regan laughed and slightly pushed me away. We got to the cross walk and Regan turns around so that she is in front of me.

"Were you trying to flirt?" She questioned. "Did it work.?" i asked. "Just a bit." She laughed while stepping off the side walk and onto the crosswalk.

"REGAN!!!" i yelled in warning. She screamed in terror.