Always find our way back / Nick Mara

I need you please

Same day later that night

I was drinking still I walk out to where the pool was I look in the water at my reflection I was crying

"I didn't ask for this I didn't ask to be made I didn't ask my dad to get sick and die I didn't ask for my sister to die giving birth I didn't ask to take care of Mae, I didn't ask for me to find out I have a brother and sister, I didn't know about I didn't ask to have a mom like that, I didn't ask to be rapped, and most importantly I didn't ask to fall in love with someone then have to end things" I say out loud I finsh my drink I throw the bottle and jump in the pool. (Minutes later) Everything went black

Then I show a light and two people I was My dad and sister Rose "Destiny what are you doing" My dad asked "i can't take it anymore I don't want this life" I say crying they hug me "it's not time for you yet they need you Mae, Haile, Brandon, the rest of the boys and most importantly Nick does his in love with you let him in again I haven't seen you happy since you broke up with him. Destiny he not going to put his life on hold if that not what you want he wants to be with you" Rose said "and hes the only guy that makes you happy and the only one we both like" my dad said I smile "but I miss you guys" I say "we know we miss you and I miss my daughter but we live in you just remember that" Rose say I nod and smile

Nick's POV

I came back to Destiny house with Brandon and Zion we go in and it's a mess I tell Brandon to look upstairs and Zion look in the basement I look over where the beer and liquor is half of it was gone oh God please no i ran to the backyard "NO" I yell and jump in I pull her out and do C.P.R. Brandon and Zion come out "No this is all my fault" Brandon yells Zion ran back inside and got towels

He give me one I put the other on Destiny and Keep doing C.P.R " please I need you don't go" I say she spit out the water and gasp for air I put the towel around her and hugs her. You can tell she's still drunk I pick her up and take her to her room I get clothes and change her she shaking "go to bed we'll talk in the morning." She nods and lays down I got up "there's some of your clothes in my right top drawer change please you'll get sick" she say I laugh tired to kill herself and she's still worrying for someone else I got the clothes and change I guess she keep some of my things so maybe there a chance before I could walk out she stop me "Nick can we talk tomorrow about us please" "yeah" I walk out and close the door what she means by us I hope it's good

I walk downstairs and see the boys cleaning up "is she okay" Bee ask "um yeah she is she needs rest and then we can talk about that tomorrow and I don't think she wants anyone to know so don't tell anyone" I told them they nod it was late so we went to sleep

Sorry it's short but yeah Brandon's mom is not like this i just thought it will go good with the story

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