Always find our way back / Nick Mara

it's all black

In your mind

I was walking around looking for Mae. When everything went black. I could feel my body but everything was black, why couldn't I see I could feel but it all hurt like I was in pain. I want to yell because that's how much it hurt. My baby is gone and now I can't feel anything

"She needs to wake up if not she will die" I hear what sounds like to be Brandon then I hear crying what is going on. "I'll call Nick and tell him," Brandon said call Nick what is going on. Why is it all black and why am I in pain.

I try and move my head but I can't nothing would move. All I felt was pain and all I saw was blackness.

"What can we do," someone asked I think it was Zion "we can't do anything," Haile said what the hell is going on. Why can't I see anything, why can't I move, "why is she pale and cold," Halie asked. "She's been like that since she's been in the hospital." Who was that who's talking if only I can see. Wait do they just say hospital what I'm not in a hospital am I

Hours later

It was all still black everything still hurts. I think the boys where in the room, was I really in the hospital why can I see huh "I'm here is she okay" I hear Nick say I think my heart beats faster. I was scared "what's happening, " Austin said "I don't know," Brandon said that's when I got up and gasped for air I could see shooked faces they were all crying but why they ran to me and hugged me but Nick and Brandon, Brandon had left to get a doctor. The doctor looked shocked "you're up" he said "what you mean up" I say looking at everyone "you don't remember what happened do you?" The doc said I shake my head no

"Okay well first we have to run some tests then you can talk to everyone," the doc said I nod and they take me to run tests. Everything wasn't right it's like time changed. They took me back to the room where everyone was waiting once they saw they got up.

"Okay Destiny you have been in a coma for nine months now" "what no I wasn't I was- It was all a dream," I said the doctor nodded "it's all okay it's going to take some time for you to get back to your old ways," the doctor said I nod

The doctor walked out and I started crying. I was out for nine months it's about to be a new year. I missed it how could I let this happen. Everyone looked at me then came to hug me I didn't hug back I just cried "where's my baby" I asked they all looked at Nick "she is with my mom I didn't want her to see you like this" he said I nod and kept crying. "I was for almost a year what did I miss" they all look at each other then back at me " well it's about to be Nick's and Mae's birthday your fans don't know anything cause we made sure that they were in the dark about it" Brandon had told me.

I look at them "I'm sorry" I said"for what you did nothing wrong" "for not waking up fast enough " "you just won't ready" Nick said

"I heard you singing to me" Nick looked up his face was filled with love and happiness with what I said. "What song was it," I thought for a moment "it was blind my favorite one" I had said he came to me and kiss me it felt like it had sadness, love, and hurt in it.

"Don't leave me again." he says "Don't leave any of us." Zion said I nod "I won't but can you tell me what happened?" I ask "we will but we want to know what happened in your head" 

"um well, I went to go open the door when I got hit in the head. I thought I woke up but I guess I didn't but anyways I woke up and seen my sister and Steve at the door, I thought I was seeing this but I wasn't um she said that she faked her death because she wasn't ready to be a mom so she left Mae with me, but then she wanted Mae back. Next thing I know Mae is gone and wait where's Mae" they look at me weird "um she is with my mom," Nick said I nod

The doctor came in "I was listening to you and it looks like you mind was mixing reality and nun excited," he had left right after wth "I need some rest", I say "we all do" I played down and fell asleep