Jennie's POV
I woke up with a hand wrap around my waist, Lisa didn't leave me. At least for now I was still lying on her arm.
"Do you want to go to the hotel already?" I was startled when she spoke beside me.
"What time is it?" I asked just looking at the flame infront of us and enjoying the peaceful and silent sorroundings.
"Probably 11, you slept for an hour. Did I tire you?" I shook my head and turn to face hedr and wrap my arms around her neck.
"I'm sorry." I bit my lip as the tears quickly fell down my cheeks. She looked at me and I couldn't read what was going in her mind, she blinked and wipe my tears as she caress my cheeks.
"I don't know anymore Jennie.." she whispers, and I can't help but to break down and snuggle on her neck.
I cried for that night and keep on explaining why didn't I told her everything, I kept on saying sorry and that I truly have feelings for her but Lisa can't seem to hear me as she was just caressing my waist and hold her gaze to the starry sky. My heart hurts because I know that I hurted her, but after what happened earlier I'm willing to talk to Kai to tell him everything.
Lisa gave me a small smile before we get into our clothes and drive to our hotel, she carry me onto her car because my legs were wobbly from our make love session, We've done it for 8th times that I easily fell asleep because of exhaustion.
She didn't spoke to me when we were inside her car and up until we reach the lobby in the hotel.
"Stay the night with me." I pleaded reaching for her hand as I gave her a puppy eyes hoping that it would make her stay the night with me.
She blink for several times and glance up to my hands on her arm and to my eyes.
"Jennie, you know I can't we have scheduled interview tomorrow." I sighed.
"Please Lisa, I want to be with you." I pleaded.
"You'll be with Irene, besides I know it wasn't a good idea to stay with you alone. I don't want your legs getting limp." She glance down to legs, and I know she was right. We might have another rounds when were together inside the hotel room.
"I don't mind Lisa as long as ut would be with you." I whispered frankly speaking.
She shook her head and took a step back as she unclasp my hood from her. "Fuck, don't be stubborn Jennie. I know you're still with Kai and you shouldn't act this way." I bit my lip i've been reminded of the reality, what a slut am I.
"L-lisa, I can end everything with him.." my voice crack.
"You should have done that before we had sex Jennie. How would your boyfriend feels if you claim yourself to be single when you have him?" Lisa asked with furrow brows while shooking her head as if she was disappointed.
"Just stay the night with me, we'll talk about everything. Please Lisa..." I was sobbing but I still managed to say the words properly.
She just shook her head "Let's just talk about this another time Jennie, for now let's rest." Thats what she told me before turning her back at me and running to the elevator.
I ran towards her but she already went off the elevator, before it totally close she managed to look at me in the eye but then let the elevator door closed as I continuously press the arrow button hoping that it would open again.
“Let her be.” I heard Irene behind me.
I turn to face her and wrap my arms around her “I’m sorry unnie.” I buried my face on her neck as I break down.
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RomantizmToday, it has been six months when I started spending my life in the four corners of this white-painted room. An old TV set hangs from the ceiling, beneath the screen was a window giving me a view of the world, but not my world; because 6 months ago...