just a bunch of Sterek fluff (oneshots?)

Just for a while

A/N this isn't exactly fluff, and it may pull at some heart strings, vulnerable Derek warning

Lydia and Stiles ran up the stairs to the loft after watching the Alpha pack vacate the premises, a satisfied look on Ducaleon's face "that can't be good" Stiles muttered on their way

They both froze upon reachig the door of the loft, the werewolves drenched and staring at Derek as he was on his knees, he was crying tears visibly being held back but failing, his body was trembling as he stared at the lifeless body of his pack member known as Boyd, everyone was frozen

Stiles was the first to make a move quickly making his way over to Derek and resting a hand on his shoulder before pulling him away from his sobbed staring towards Boyds body "come on big guy" Stiles said softly pulling Derek away "lets go lay down for a while" Derek was a little reluctant at moving "just for a while" Stiles said managing to get him to his feet stumbling as they made their way up the stairs

Stiles got Derek into the bedroom and stumbled him onto the bed stumbling with Derek as Derek kept an arm around him, Stiles sighed pulling Derek's arms from around him getting back up "Stiles" Derek whispered in a quiet voice as Stiles headed back for the door Stiles froze he almost didn't hear Derek, he turned to look at Derek and how vulnerable he look "don't go" he managed to coke out before curling up on himself "I don't want to be alone" He whispered Stiles having to strain his hearing to hear the werewolf

"Alright big guy, I'll stay just for a little while" Stiles shut the bedroom door and made his way back over to the bed, awkwardly climbing back on as he enveloped the older male in his arms, being the big spoon for the oversized little spoon

Stiles tightened his grip around Derek as he felt the man shake taking a sharp shuddery intake of breath, Derek didn't say anything, he wanted to say something but he knew Derek didn't need that Derek didn't need his sarcastic comments or stupid jokes, he needed support, something to help him feel secure and not lost completely "It's going to be okay Derek, we'll stop them" Stiles whispered before remaining quiet, them both eventually falling asleep

Derek woke up with a jump and gasp for air, he rubbed his face his head snapping at the groaning sound beside him "Stiles!"

Stiles flailed at the sudden yell of his name falling off the bed, he pulled himself up off the floor and looked at Derek "I'll umm" he looked around and made his way to the door "leave, thats what I'll do I'll go"

"What are you doing in here" Derek snapped as Stiles grabbed the door handle, Stiles turned to look at Derek opening his mouth as he went to speak "never mind just get out"

Stiles frowned more "you don't remember what happened do you"

"Stiles" Derek growled " all I remember is a nightmare, if anything..."

"Don't even finish that" Stiles cut it before giving Derek a sad look "nothing happened between us" Stiles gestured between them both "I really hate what I'm going to say next, specially if you consider it a nightmare and hoping to wake up from it" Stiles rambled his heart practically in his throat

Derek's face went from angry to worried to so much sadness as he realised where Stiles was going with this "it wasn't a nightmare" his voice once again weak and vulnerable "I killed him, I killed Boyd"

"You didn't Derek" Stiles dropped his hand from the door "you didn't do it"

"You don't get it Stiles, I killed him, I dragged him into this, he wouldn't be dead if I hadn't turned him, Erica to, you're not safe, none of you are safe around me"

Stiles clenched his jaw "I do get it Derek, I get the Alpha pack knew what we where planning, I get they killed Boyd, I get you are blaming yourself which is fucking Stupid, It's not your fault Derek, if it wasn't for you Erica maybe still alive but she would be suffering with her seizures and her epilepsy you gave her something a reason to be happy and live without worry, Ducaleon's pack took that away from her, Boyd would still be sat alone on that table with no friends, you gave him more then friends Derek you gave him a family and we are all family, Ducaleon's pack cannot be what tares us apart" Stiles moved back over to the bed grabbing Derek by the sides of his face forcing him to look at him "you have helped every single one of us, especially Isaac, he's such a happy boy now, no longer being beat by his father, yeah it may have took one idiot move in turning Jackson to save him but we all make mistakes, you even saved that jerk and trained him, I was all for killing him, Erica and Boyd are not one of those mistakes Derek, they where Ducaleon's mistake and we'll make him pay for what he's done"

Stiles tensed as two arms wrapped around him pulling him back down onto the bed, Derek burying his face into Stiles neck "thank you" Derek mumbled in a sob Stiles wrapping his arms back around the vulnerable Alpha, promising to get the Alpha pack back for what they have done

And that he does using two of Ducaleon's own members, take two of ours we take two of yours,  Thank you Danny boy